It seems I have went right back to the ways of my life prior to meeting my ex husband, Guy. Since I have came back to NY, I have managed to get close to my once good friend from middle school, Sheila. Last Saturday she invited me to her home to stay over night with her, her fiance Scott, and their 4 kids. So after some thought, I decided to go. I had never met her fiance or the children, and thought I would. Because Scott is 34, I was nervous that he would find me young and imature, and not want me around, but I put the feelings aside and put an outfit in my bag... took a deep breath and sighed "here goes nothing".
We had arranged a meeting place and it was then I was introduced to everyone. It didn't take me long to show my blondeness, either. That night they took me to Ponderosa for dinner, dunkin donuts for my first ever coffee coolta, and to rent a video. Scott really got the hang of picking on me down to a science too, and I had to give him a couple evil glares. I was supprised at how easy it was to be myself around him and Sheila. Of course he does think that I am imature, just as I thought he would, but he dosen't put me down to where I feel like I am lower than them. When we came home, he went back out to get us girls a 6pack of smirnoff. After one drink I was quite tipsy and sluring words. I have always been a lightweight.
Sunday once the kids were fed and dressed, we went to Bainbridge. It's a town not far from here, where they were having a carnival. It wasn't huge, but something to do, so we hung out there for a bit. While walking around, or rather standing around visiting, I took a glimpse at the boy working the childs rollercoaster ride. I couldn't stop myself from staring once I saw the lip ring. So Sheila wrote my number on a peice of paper and it was given to him. "Thats the end of it" I had thought...
They dropped me back home from there, where my mother told me that some boy named "bobby" had called. I kicked myself in the ass and waited for everyone to go to bed. I took moms cellphone and texted the boy pretending I didnt know who he was. Not much was said, but I wound up telling him I liked him and he told me he would have liked to meet me. It sucked because the carnival was having its last day, and I had missed my chance to go up and talk to him.
The next morning my sister was there and I went with her and mom to the hancock cemetary just to have a look at an old stone. When I got back I talked to Sheila online, who was going to a beach. When they arrived home they texted me to my yahoo messenger to have my bags packed. So again here I am, at Sheila & Scotts.
warning may get graphic from here on out
Yesterday afternoon while sitting online, Sheila and I text messaged Bobby. From there he told us to call him. When we did we talked for probably 45 minutes or more back and forth and found out quite a bit about him. He had been in an accident or rather rear ended, and his car was messed up. He had 6 tickets from the incident. I wont get into details. No, he wasn't drunk. At about 7:45pm Bobby showed up (by our invite) to the house. I was shy, of course, and I can't begin to describe what was going through my mind, but FINALLY with alot of winking, Sheila got Scott to go to bed around 9:30ish with her. Or atleast in the bedroom. All of the children were already asleep. Once they left the room and the lights were off... (even though Bobby had not said much of anything during the time he was here prior, my guess is he was high and just overly mellow)... he moved from one part of the couch to one where he could sit by me. I cuddled up to him at first, damn did he smell good, I guess it was Curve for men. he rubbed up and down my skin, my neck, and then we kissed. It had been so long since that had happened... a guy feeling me like that... I was in heaven. Slowly we were feeling eachother all over, and well... we didn't have sex, but let me simply put that he was a huge probably 9 inches and quite, pefectly sized. Maybe I was used to Guy & Steven down below there, but Bobby even smelled perfect down there... and I didn't gag like most times when he thrust himself into my mouth and down my throat by lifting his body off of the couch. He had his hand on the back of my head many times and I slurped, sucked, and liked for what seemed like awhile... but next to Joe, I was amazed that anything this good and cute could happen to me... so it felt like heaven. When he moaned "put it in your mouth" I knew what was about to happen... and within seconds of the warning... i was filled. Only this time it wasnt sour, or thick, or of a tart flavor at all, it was sweet and I found myself wanting more. So... Again I went at it, only his cellphone continued rining. It wasn't a girl, but his buddy who wanted to get things from his apartment. Finally, I told him to answer it, but as I was getting up, he put his hand on the back of my head and smiled. I continued while he talked to his friend, trying to get him off the phone. Once he exploaded into my mouth again, and we we're going for a 3rd, the phone rang for the 6th or 7th time. I pretty much quit at that point and told him he had to go. He gave me the biggest hug I've had in forever. When he left he asked me how long I would be here, and told me he would talk to me tommarow and also said "ill see you tommarow". This morning at 10AM he texted my yahoo saying "good morning" from his phone. He hasn't replied back after I said it in return, due to the fact that he does flooring as well as the carnival thing, and he is working.
Last night was amazing. And I wanted to make sure he dosen't think I do that with everybody, and I'm not a whore, I am an adult, and a single mom, but I liked him, and so there ya go... He's incredible to, he managed to unclip my necklace in the dark, one I cant even get cliped on in the day, and also get my bra off without looking.... talent I tell you.
So here I am now pretty much wrapping up so Sheila can get online, after all it is her computer and I do need a drink, so love to all and I will return later...
** He even has a slight lisp sometimes too... so cute! **
I will make him mine. *nods*
(( and yes I like Jimmy, he did make me feel incredible everytime I got online, I couldn't fake that, but he is states away and nomatter how different I wish that fact was, it isnt. I couldn't put my life on hold, it's been on pause for long enough. ))
