I must have missed something in my life when i was growing up.
There is this whole other life style out there that i know almost nothing about. its called BDSM,or Master-Slave and i am sure there are other names it goes by but i don't know them. Is this a life style for me? I don't know. Does it interest me? Yes very much so. There are many aspects of this life style that thrill and excite me and there are other parts of it that scares the hell out of me.
The bondage doesn't really bother me. The possiblity of extreme pain does. I belive that i am capable of handling a small bit of pain,but would i enjoy it? Again i don't know.
I was told that two of my fanties werea small part of the life style, but were mild by compairson to some.
I have had the pleasure of enjoying one of my fantasies, but that seems like a life time ago. The other i have not had the pleasure to experince.I have only been able to watch it in porn vidieos (i know prevert), but i have never met anyone who would be willing to make my wish come true or if i have i never knew that they would have done it for me.
I guess what i need to find is a "mistress"to teach me and initiate me into the life style. This brings up two more questions tho
1. Can you teach and old dog new tricks??
2. Am i to old to handle this new life style??