Two Faced Jester's blog: "A day in the life of the Two Faced Jester"

So whats on my mind today. Women as always. I have realized that most of the people I find attractive will never look at me twice. I mean I was looking at a Devilish Vixen out here tonight. I looked and saw how Many people that had crushes on her. 46 is the number I belive was there. I looked at her blog entrys, she's got a sense of humor. Then I thought to myself, what good will it do me to submitt myself as her friend. I would get accepted, thats easy she gets points for it. But I would never get to know her. She probably wouldn't even look at me twice. I'm not attractive to most. In fact to some I'd be repulsive. So I left a comment and went on my way. I thought she was sexy but didn't think I had a chance. But I don't like just looking at the looks i want to get to know the person behind the body. And in most cases I would rather get to know the person before I see their body. For only the soul shows true beauty. Maybe one day I will have the Body women dream over. Maybe one day I will have a woman who men dream over. But If she doesn't got the Mind and Soul to match. She's just not Beautiful. So I will continue to look a beautiful Women of all forms. But If you want me, have the soul to match. The Two Faced Jester.

Have you ever looked back on a situation and wondered what you could have done differen't. I had to do that today. This evening in my appartment complex two men got attack, by my best guess, for gang violence. It all started when I heard crys for help from the Parking lot. At first I wanted to rush out and help the guy, but then I heard other voices yelling, And these were not crys for help. So I got scared and called the cops. I continued to listen and watch as I relayed information to the 911 dispatcher. As I watched another individual got involved trying to help the first person. By the time the cops got there the agressors had already vanished. It makes me wonder if I had gotten involved would the Attackers have gotten away. Should I have faced my fears and helped. Or did I do the right thing by staying out of it. All I have to say is at least I did something, for the biggest sin anyone can face, Is when Good Men watch and do Nothing. May you all have better dreams than I will this night. The Two Faced Jester