Yeah, so I really don't have anything to say, but I figured I havent written a blog in ages so why not right? Hmm...lets see...I'm still working 2 jobs, my fishy Thor's tank is dirty and needs to be cleaned and I'm blowing up like a balloon again which I am NOT happy about. The only awesome thing I have to look forward to is I'm going to see Saliva/Crossfade on March 3 at Croc Rock and we even got an awesome hotel room like 4 blocks away! It has an indoor pool!!!
Valentine's day is comming up which I can't decide if I even care or not. I know I'm not getting anything so it's like who cares. If I'm lucky, my Dad will send me flowers to work, but as for RJ I know it will be just like any other day.... I have to say that's the one thing I miss about Steven: He spoiled me to no end, but I said (and I guess still say) money can't make you happy. It does however piss me off sometimes how he can't even buy me a beer because he owes his mother all this money so even though he makes like 18$ an hour she takes half his paychecks. Sorry, I know I sound shallow, but is it so wrong to want to be treated like a princess sometimes??? I mean I treat him all the time and what do I get for it??? (Ok, besides sex) Nothing really. I read an article recently saying that even though opposites may attract in the beginning it never lasts and you really need to LIKE the person. That really got me thinking...Do I actually LIKE RJ as a person? I'm sorry to say I really dont' think the answer is yes. I mean he's rude and selfish and is just not a nice person (to most anyway)
Sorry, this has turned into a bit of a rant but I guess I just needed to get it out. If anyone has any comments please leave me one. I really need some insight....
