33 Year Old
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From Indianapolis, IN·
Joined on July 13, 2006
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Born on December 16th
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Hello and welcome to my profile, I suppose. Another one of those places where I'm supposed to explain myself and my life so you will like me and add me as a friend. So you can take time out of your busy life to hear what I have to say. But how can I convince you that I'm worth your time? How do you condense one life and a million thoughts down into so many words? You can't, plain and simple. But I have to try.So how do you describe me? Well there's the obvious: My name is Heaven, I'm 15, I'm a cutter, and I'm anorexic. But there's other things about me that you don't know. Like the fact that I hate how fucked up the world is, I love to drink, smoke, & do drugs, I'm that whole bisexual thing (**but chicks are way more sexier**), and I absolutely love to write any kind of poetry or story...We've barely scratched the surface, though, so obviously these things aren't very good judges of character. Want more in depth? I can go there too, although thats when I begin to get confused about myself, because Im so contrary. So many things dont seem to fit.Some days I scream, and other days I am silent. I can hate myself, and then I have moments when I feel like I'm the prettiest chick alive. I have been called one of the smartest people in my grade, and yet, I can rarely tell my right from my left. I hate how people hurt me, but I cut myself. Some days I binge until I cannot eat anymore and make myself purge, and other days I starve until I almost black out. I can be completely honest one day, but the next, I lie about everything I do. I hate the cold, but I can't stand extreme heat either--my body can't handle either one. I can go without talking for days, or talk incessantly so that I get thrown out of class. I love swimming, but hate the ocean and almost all water forms. I love to write, but dislike doing it for class...I dont like being lied to, therefore I dont do it, I'm very open minded. I can get amused easily...I bite my nails...I want to believe everything happen for a reason...I give my heart away too easily... Its a bad habit I know...If you don't have anything nice to say, dont say it... I dont say anything bad about you, so please dont say anything about me...I really cant explain who I really am most of the time....I run into things and people...There you have it. Me in a very small nutshell. Or me as a nut. Either way. *grins*So who am I? What am I? I don't know. Who can tell? I change, like everyone else, constantly. When I figure it out, Ill let you know. When you figure it out, return the favor...
33 Year Old
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From Indianapolis, IN·
Joined on July 13, 2006
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Born on December 16th
Interests
*sings out*
Raindrops on roses and whiskers on kittens! Bright copper kettles and warm woolen mittens! Brown paper packages tied up with strings! (de de de de) These are a few of my favorite things...
*finishes singing*
♥ MUSIC ♥
♠ Ace of Spades ♠
♥ Acting like a child
♥ Alcohol
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♥ Angelina Jolie
♥ Animals
♥ MUSIC ♥
♥ Being Confused
♥ Being Tickled
♥ Big words
♥ Biting
♥ Blue Toilet Water
♥ Boots
♥ Boys
♥ Boys Kissing
♥ Boys w/ hair in front of their face
♥ Bracelets
♥ Butterflies
♥ MUSIC ♥
♥ Candles
♥ Chapstick
♥ Chinese Food
♥ Christmas Lights
♥ Chuck Taylors
♥ Concerts
♥ Cotton Candy
♥ Crying
♥ Cuddling
♥ MUSIC ♥
♥ Doing Bad Things and Not Getting Caught
♥ Dreaming the Impossible
♥ Duct tape
♥ MUSIC ♥
♥ Earrings
♥ MUSIC ♥
♥ Fairies
♥ Fingernail Polish
♥ Fire
♥ Foreplay
♥ Friends
♥ MUSIC ♥
♥ Gauges
♥ Gel Pens
♥ Getting caught in the rain
♥ Getting High
♥ Getting Shit Faced
♥ Ghosts
♥ Girls
♥ Girls Kissing
♥ Girls w/ lip rings
♥ Glow Sticks
♥ Green
♥ Gummi Bears
♥ MUSIC ♥
♥ Handcuffs
♥ Hanging Out
♥ Hats
♥ Helping Others
♥ Holding Hands
♥ HUGGING
♥ MUSIC ♥
♥ Ice Cream
♥ Intelligent Interesting People
♥ MUSIC ♥
♥ Johnny Depp
♥ Jones Sodas
♥ Just-Like-The-Movies-Days
♥ MUSIC ♥
♥ Kissing
♥ MUSIC ♥
♥ Late Night Conversations
♥ Laughing
♥ Love ♥
♥ MUSIC ♥
♥ Make-Up
♥ Making Up
♥ Meeting new people
♥ M&M's
♥ MUSIC
♥ Paperclips
♥ Partying
♥ Photography
♥ Poetry
♥ Purple
♥ MUSIC ♥
♥ Rainbows
♥ Razors
♥ Rings
♥ Rocky Horror Picture Show
♥ Running Barefoot
♥ MUSIC ♥
♥ Shock Tarts
♥ Sharpies
♥ Sleeping
♥ Sleeping under the stars
♥ Smell of dried roses
♥ Stars
♥ Stuffed Animals
♥ Sunglasses
♥ MUSIC ♥
♥ Taco Bell
♥ Talking in third person
♥ Those who take advantage of their talents
♥ Traveling
♥ Tripping over everything
♥ Trying new things
♥ MUSIC ♥
♥ Walks to new places
♥ Wishful thinkers
♥ Writing
♥ MUSIC ♥
Music
-311
-3LW
-3 Doors Down
-50 Cent
-A Perfect Circle
-A Static lullaby
-A Thorn For Every Heart
-Aaliyah
-AC/DC
-Acceptance
-Action Action
-Aerosmith
-A.F.I
-Akon
-Alanis Morissette
-Alicia Keys
-Alice In Chains
-Alkaline Trio
-All-American Rejects
-Amber Pacific
-Anti-Flag
-Aretha Franklin
-Armor For Sleep
-As I Lay Dying
-Ashanti
-Ashlee Simpson
-Audioslave
-Avenged sevenfold
-Avril Lavigne
-Bad Religion
-Bangles
-Beastie Boys
-Beatles
-Beck
-Ben Folds
-Big and Rich
-Billie Holiday
-Billy Squier
-Black Eyed Peas
-Black Sabbath
-Blaine Larsen
-Blink-182
-Bobby Valentino
-Bon Jovi
-Bowling For Soup
-Boyz II Men
-Brad Paisley
-Brand New Day
-Brandy
-Breaking Benjamin
-Brian McKnight
-Bright Eyes
-Cher
-Chevelle
-Ciara
-Clash
-Click Five
-Coheed and Cambria
-Coldplay
-Collective Soul
-Counting Crows
-Cranberries
-Crossfade
-Cyndi Lauper
-Cute Is What We Aim For
-Cursive
-Cypress Hill
-Dark Lotus
-David Bowie
-Dashboard Confessional
-Days Away
-Death Cab For Cutie
-Def Leppard
-Destiny's Child
-Disturbed
-Divinyls
-Dixie Chicks
-Donnas
-Drowning Pool
-Dr. Dre
-Early November
-Edwin McCain
-Elton John
-Elvis Presley
-Eminem
-Eric Clapton
-Eros
-Evan & Jaron
-Evanescence
-Everclear
-Everlast
-Fall Out Boy
-Faith Hill
-Finger Eleven
-Foo Fighters
-Fountains of Wayne
-Fankie Avalon
-Frankie J
-From Autumn to Ashes
-From First to Last
-Fuel
-Fugees
-Funeral For a Friend
-Garbage
-Gavin Degraw
-George Strait
-Goo Goo Dolls
-Good Charlotte
-Green Day
-Gretchen Wilson
-Guns N' Roses
-Gwen Stefani
-Hanson
-Hatebreed
-Hawthorne Heights
-Heart
-Hellogoodbye
-Hidden in Plain View
-Hilary Duff
-HIM
-Hoobastank
-Hootie & The Blowfish
-Hush Sound
-Incubus
-Iggy Pop
-Insane Clown Posse
-Jagged Edge
-James Blunt
-Jane's Addiction
-Janet Jackson
-Janis Joplin
-Jay Z
-Jennifer Lopez
-Jesse Mccartney
-Jet
-Jewel
-Jessica Simpson
-Jimi Hendrix
-Jimmy Eat World
-John Cougar
-John Michael Montgomery
-JoJo
-Josh Groban
-Josh Kelley
-Judas Preist
-Julie Deply
-Kanye West
-K-Ci & JoJo
-Kelly Clarkson
-Keith Urban
-Kenny Chesney
-Killers
-Kimberly Locke
-KISS
-Kittie
-Korn
-Lacuna Coil
-Lauryn Hill
-Lazyboy
-LeAnn Rimes
-Led Zeppelin
-Lee Ann Womack
-Lifehouse
-Lil Jon & The Eastside Boys
-Linkin Park
-Lost Prophets
-Ludacris
-Machine Head
-Madonna
-Mandy Moore
-Marcy Playground
-Maroon 5
-Mariah Carey
-Marilyn Manson
-Mark Chesnutt
-Mark Wills
-Matchbook Romance
-Matchbox Twenty (20)
-Melissa Etheridge
-Metallica
-Meredith Brooks
-Michael Jackson
-Michelle Branch
-Modest Mouse
-Motion City Soundtrack
-Motley Crue
-Mudvayne
-My Chemical Romance
-Nickleback
-Nine Black Alps
-Nine Inch Nails
-Nirvana
-No Doubt
-Offspring
-Our Lady Peace
-Ozzy Osbourne
-October Fall
-Panic! At The Disco
-Papa Roach
-Paul Colman Trio
-Paula Abdul
-Paula Cole
-Pearl Jam
-Pink
-Pink Floyd
-Poison
-Puddle Of Mud
-Queen
-Rage Against the Machine
-Ramones
-Rancid
-R.E.M.
-Red Hot Chili Peppers
-Relient K
-Rob Thomas
-Rob Zombie
-Ryan Cabrera
-Saliva
-Sarah McLachlan
-Savage Garden
-Scary Kids Scaring Kids
-Seether
-Selena
-Senses Fail
-Sex Pistols
-Shadows Fall
-Shakira
-Shania Twain
-Shine Down
-Simple Plan
-Slayer
-Slipknot
-Smashing Pumpkins
-Smile Empty Soul
-Soul Asylum
-Staind
-Starting Line
-Static – X
-Steve Wariner
-Stone Temple Pilots
-Story Of The Year
-Sublime
-Sugarcult
-Sum 41
-Suzanne Vega
-Switchfoot
-System of A Down
-T.A.T.U
-Taking Back Sunday
-Ted Leo
-The Doors
-The Clash
-The Misfits
-The Rolling Stones
-The Used
-The White Stripes
-Thin Lizzy
-Third Eye Blind
-Three Days Grace
-Thursday
-Tim McGraw
-TLC
-Tool
-Toni Braxton
-Trace Adkins
-Trapt
-Tupac
-Trisha Yearwood
-Underoath
-Unwritten Law
-Usher
-Velvet Revolver
-Veronicas
-Vertical Horizon
-Wallflowers
-Weezer
-Whitesnake
-White Stripes
-Whitney Houston
-Will Smith
-Yellowcard
Movies
♥ Alice in Wonderland
♥ Beetlejuice
♥ Benny & Joon
♥ Beautiful Mind
♥ Big Fish
♥ Bubble Boy
♥ Braveheart
♥ Breakfast At Tiffany's
♥ Crash
♥ Detroit Rock City
♥ Dazed and Confused
♥ Edward Scissorhands
♥ Ferris Beullers Day Off
♥ Finding Neverland
♥ Forrest Gump
♥ Garden State
♥ Grease
♥ I am Sam
♥ Jersey Girl
♥ Ladder 49
♥ Mr. Holland's Opus
♥ Patch Adams
♥ Powder
♥ Pretty in Pink (Before Bowling for Soup's 1985)
♥ Rainman
♥ Romy and Michelle's High School Reunion
♥ Son in Law
♥ Stand by Me
♥ St. Elmo's Fire (Before Bowling for Soup's 1985)
♥ Thirteen
♥ Titanic
♥ The Beauty and the Beast
♥ The Breakfast Club (Before Bowling for Soup's 1985)
♥ The Dead Poet's Society
♥ The Labyrinth
♥ The Little Mermaid
♥ The Nightmare Before Christmas
♥ The Virgin Suicides
♥ The Wizard of Oz
♥ What Dreams May Come
♥ What's Eating Gilbert Grape?
♥ White Oleander
♥ 10 Things I Hate About You
28 Days Later
Aladdin
American Beauty
A Night at the Roxbury
A Walk to Remember
A Cinderella Story
A Christmas Carol
Beaches
Big Daddy
Billy Madison
Bring it on Again
Bring it on
Chasing Amy
Cinderella
Clerks
Friday the 13th
Freaky Friday
Ghost
Grind
Haggard
Halloween
Half Baked
Hangman’s Curse
Harry potter 1,2, & 3 (hell yeah)
Homeroom
It Takes Two
James and the Giant Peach
Jay and Silent Bob
Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back
Lilo and Stitch
Lords of Dogtown
Mall Rats
Mean Girls
My Girl
My Girl 2
Mystic River
Napoleon Dynamite
October Sky
Pirates of the Caribbean
Raise Your Voice
Save the Last Dance
Saw
Shall We Dance
Silence of The Lambs
Sixteen Candles
The Butterfly Effect
The Exorcist
The Notebook
The Pianist
The Sandlot
To Kill a Mockingbird
Totally Blonde
White Chicks
White Noise
Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory (Old Version)
Winning London
Idols
♥ Kurt Cobain
♥ Marilyn Monroe
♥ James Dean
♥ Julia Roberts
♥ Robin Williams
♥ Edgar Allen Poe
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♥ Leonardo Da Vinci
♥ Mozart
And lots more...
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I starve until I almost black out. I can be completely honest one day, but the next, I lie about everything I do. I hate the cold, but I can't stand extreme heat either--my body can't handle either one. I can go without talking for days, or talk incessantly so that I get thrown out of class. I love swimming, but hate the ocean and almost all water forms. I love to write, but dislike doing it for class...I dont like being lied to, therefore I dont do it.so do you lie or not ????????
YOU JUST HAVE BEEN KISSED BY THE CHERRY FAIRY HERE ARE THE RULES -- YOU MUST PASS THIS ALONG TO EVERY ONE YOU KNOW, INCLUDING THE ONE WHO POSTED THIS. IF YOU RECEIVE IT BACK THEN YOU KNOW YOUR ARE LOVED1 KISS = YOU ARE LOVED2 KISSES= YOU ARE VERY LOVED3 KISSES= YOU ARE EXCEPTIONALLY LOVED4 KISSES = YOU ARE MORE THAN LOVEDSHARE THE LOVE WITH EVERY ONE YOU KNOW
