Came back to this site again since I have a lot of free time on my hands. On July 6th and on August 16th of 2015 I had two bad strokes that kicked my ass. I had the whole left side of my body paralyzed from the first one. The second one messed with my sensory, so most of my left side is numb. It also screwed up the vision in my right eye, and screwed up my speech. I also get short term memory loss sometimes. Please don't get mad if I ask you something a couple times. It's getting a lot better, but it still happens. If I was 90 I'd say it's part of old age lol.

Well it's been a year and a half since that happened and I can see like I use to now. I can pretty much talk like I use to. I guess if you didn't know me before you wouldn't notice the slight change in my voice. I use a cane to walk due to the muscles in my leg acting weird. I keep putting off a surgery I should have on my arm to help it with the tense muscles and shrunken tendons. I'm kind of scared to do that though, because I'll have to go off the blood thinners for a week before surgery. I went through pure hell from the two strokes that I'm not too eager to press my luck risking another one, just to have a surgery that isn't a guarantee to fix my arm. I'm just happy to be able to use it again.

Having this happen has really changed me physically and mentally. I'd be a liar if I said it didn't mess with my head at all. I get pissed off because I can't do the things I enjoy doing or doing things that were once easy for me to do. Physically I just don't have the energy and stamina yet to do a whole hell of a lot. I use to be a hyper, very active person. I was always very independent and it drives me up a wall having to depend on others now. You could say I've become a social outcast because of this. I rarely talk to people I don't know unless they say something to me first. Doesn't help considering I think I'm kind of shy. I guess if I can ever truly come to terms with what happened to me I'll become more social again. Maybe I just need to get an outgoing girlfriend to drag me out of this new shell I've put myself in lol.

With all that being said please don't send me anything that costs money. I won't be able to repay the favor. All my "play" money is going towards getting myself back to as close to normal that I can get.

Ok, now that I got my shitty stuff out of the way I suppose I should tell you some stuff about me. Well the ones that are going to take the time to read this.

I'm a somewhat shy person. I might seem outgoing on here, but in person I really am shy most of the time until I get to know you. I can be a smart ass. I just try to find humor in everything. Don't mind me if you're being all serious about something and I say something stupid to try and get you to laugh. That's just me.

I'll text someone on the phone, but don't expect me to call you. Having one really good hand it's just a pain if I'm trying to do other things. It might take me a bit to text, but I'm fine with doing that. I never was the sort of person to sit on a phone for more the five minutes, So don't don't take it personally.
I'll talk to you about anything. It could be a serious, or playful conversation on here. I won't ask to see any nude or topless photos, but hey, I'm a guy so I won't turn them down if you ladies care to offer them lmao. Seriously though I'm here just to hopefully make some friends to talk to online, and maybe text or possibly meet. I made some really awesome friends from on here. I also made some really cool internet friends from here too. When I first came on here I'd meet up with people from other states I was working in. That was always a nice change from being stuck on the job site, and hotel with the same exact people every week.

Even though it will say I'm online most of the time, I might not be by the laptop. So don't get upset if I don't get back to you right away. I may be broken down, but I still do things.

If I like or rate your photos, or you/your page it doesn't mean I actually "like" you. Let's face it, that's part of what we do on this site. Plus there is more to a person then just what they look like.


Thrash metal, death metal, and industrial are mostly my favorite types of music, well anything with metal in it's description lol. Slayer is my all time favorite band. I've seen them in concert 17 times. Honestly I like all types of music except the majority of rap. Most nights I'll find a classical music station to listen to when I just want to relax and escape for a bit or sleep.

I'll save yas from the ear bleeding death metal, and classical music on my page. If you do listen to the music on my page at work, be warned some songs I put on here are NSFW.

Anything else you'd like to know about me, just ask. Can't guarantee you'll like the answer I give you though lol.



I'm sure I'll add more to this from time to time. Guess I'll just say it's a never ending work in progress that includes typos and piss poor grammar. Forgot this...... If you use firefox and see a big white box below this, it's the browser. Shockwave and firefox don't play well at times with each other.






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