i'm a shallow, selfish, inconsiderate typical teenage girl. i live in a small town, full of people who are going nowhere with their lifes. but i have a bigger plans for myself. maybe one day i'll cure cancer or direct a million dollar movie -- and then i'll be somebody. i know what i want and it's not to be a nobody forever. i'll probably never be homecoming queen or class president. but i'm quite content with who i am. even though i have many flaws, no one is perfect. well.. except now a days -- when you put on a fake personality and sing your pretty little heart out, so little 9 year old girls wll idolize you. until you get famous enough and start selling your body to playboy; and make 30 million bucks, to get plastic surgery. my parents are divorced and have been my for the majority of my life. i'm your typical class clown, i can make anyone laugh. i find dumb things amusing and dumb people find me amusing. i have 4 siblings and im the youngest, which makes me a spoiled brat. i'm a pretty big cry baby; i get my way or there is no way at all. i'm mean to most of the people i know, unless i have a huge respect for you. which isn't likely, because i don't tend to idolize to many people. you just have to live with it or not even bother having me in your life. but i tend to grow on people, kinda like lint sticking to a black shirt.^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ ^_^.Sup,I'm Ashlee and I dont really care what you have to say. I have a lot of friends and a lot of Enemies so you choose the side. I love all of my family My parnets are divorced but it dont bother me much it wasnt my decision.I have 2 brothers ((yes there older than me)). Mostly if they dont like you then I dont or cant. -lol- I am a daddys girl. I love my daddy to death.If you have a problem with me or my friends then Bye Bye. My friends are my life .They all mean the wolrd to me ((love yall bunches)).I have my won style basicly I dress the way I feel.if you a problem with my clothes get over it . I feel comfortable that way so back off.I have gerbil named puggsley he is my baby I just got him last year . he is the only rodent i will ever love.Oh and just to point this out I hate liers and cheaters.BIG TIME!. oh and butt holes.I dont put up with crap so dont bother talkin it.If u dont know the truth then see ya.Most of all if u hurt my friends in any way ((physicaly or mentaly)) you just made a big mistake .like I said my friends are my life and I dont let no one mess with them((brothers and sisters)).Dont label me! You can call me Punk, Gothic, Emo, Whatever. I just call it being myself. if i was to label myself it be punk. I do dress in colors ((mostly outside skool)).My music is my music i listen to mostly anything/ everything. I love music ive been trying to learn a lot about old punk music. I ve been asking a lot of people to tell me more and more stuff but if u know anything please tell me.Oh and I love jokeing around I do it a lot its so much fun.Though I can get a lil anoying and if i do please tell me.though im very serious on something. I want to be a seamstress if u dont know what that is its a clothing designer I love makeing anytype of clothing mostly dresses and skirts .so if u want me to make something ask. The only things i dont do are shorts and pants .sorry anything else just ask.I hate preps and snobby people. They really anoy me. I admit i am friends with soe preps and I can stand soem of them but ubless ur my friend don talk to me . I dont take that type of crap its stupid. I if cant put up with u in school I wont put up with you in here. I have a bad temper. oh and if u want to bother me and make me mad you just go its retarted to bother me. I dont mess with you so you DONT! mess with me. I love watching people fight.I like Tacos^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^"You're more punk, hardcore, mod, straightedge, emo, indie than me. Your hair is cooler, your pants are tighter, you have more tattoos. You have cooler pins on your messanger bag and your favorite band is more obscure than mine. Your shoes are more vintage and so is your t-shirt. You own more black clothes than me. I don't even own a denim jacket. Your glasses are thicker and blacker than mine, the plugs in your ears are bigger. You know more people in bands and your black jelly bracelets are the envy of scensters everywhere. Your photography is blacker and whiter, your Madradhair profile is wittier, and you have much better soul records. Your tie is whiter, or redder, or blacker. Your scene points are double, perhaps triple, mine. Because as we all know, that's what really matters. In a scene where the music has taken a backseat to the haircuts, you win and I lose. "^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^live life by my own rules. Try and insult me, it's not going to work. All I have to say is thank you for making me a stronger person with each word you throw at me. I don't care about your opinion on how I look or act. About half the words that leave my mouth are filled with sarcasm. I refuse to change myself to fit anyones standards but my own. I am aware I am impatient,stubborn and a tad bitchy. If I hate you I can be your worst nightmare. However I hate very few people, and I'm always nice unless you give me a reason not to be. I've most likely made fun of you. I realize I smile and laugh too much but at the same time get irritated quite easily. And no matter how much I write about myself you still won't know what to next expect out of me^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^live life by my own rules. Try and insult me, it's not going to work. All I have to say is thank you for making me a stronger person with each word you throw at me. I don't care about your opinion on how I look or act. About half the words that leave my mouth are filled with sarcasm. I refuse to change myself to fit anyones standards but my own. I am aware I am impatient,stubborn and a tad bitchy. If I hate you I can be your worst nightmare. However I hate very few people, and I'm always nice unless you give me a reason not to be. I've most likely made fun of you. I realize I smile and laugh too much but at the same time get irritated quite easily. And no matter how much I write about myself you still won't know what to next expect out of me.^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^I’ve grown up, I’ve grown up real fast. And I’m done growing up. I’m not the person you knew last year, or even a few months ago. I have heart, and I’m taking good care of it. I only have a few true friends, but I’m fine with that. Because with those few, I’ve built memories that could last a lifetime. I’m in the same mental state when I check the mail, see an old friend, or take a crap. I’m never extremely excited, never completely unhappy, just complacent for the most part. I come off as bitter, and unappreciative, but I don’t know anyone that’s been more thankful for the way their life has gone. I’m not one to believe that words can validate a persons heart, meaning I’m not that expressive. Partially because I’ve been raised around theories like, “knowing, and not showing”. I don’t believe in anything, except for the fact that you only live once. I need to meet someone who gets my humor, who gets my sarcasm. I’m never too serious, and damnit do I hate being near people like that. I need to meet people who don’t get embarrassed, and will try anything. I have a thing for dreamers. There is no room for regrets, and apprehension - your youth will not wait on you