Ugh well today was so boring, had to baby sit yet again which I mean it isn't to bad becasue I am making money but I ended up having to stay an hour later then normal and now I have to go back again to babysit tonight. It sucks so bad cause I have only been home for like 2 hours. I am just wanting to have a night at home to relax. But I cant do that. I miss my boo so much that I am going crazy. I wish I could see him right now, but I cant cause I have to baby sit and he is in the hospital right now. It sucks I wish I could be there with him so he wouldn't be alone. I just hope that he will be ok. He had to go into surgery this morning at 6 and so far he is ok. I just wish I could be there so I wouldn't be so worried about him. I was just happy that he called me to let me know what all was going on, now I am just waiting for him to call me again so I can find out what he has to do tonight. But I am just glad that he knows that I am here for him and that I love him with all of my heart no matter what.