You probably never did. Ever. You can't love anyone else because you are so in love with yourself. I no longer love you. I no longer hate you. I absolutely NO feelings for you. At all. And I couldn't care less what happens in your life because you made to decision to not be part of Nicholais life or mine.
Don't you think it would screw up Nicholai you coming in and out of our lives just because something"better" comes along? I was an awesome girlfriend to you, but you never realized it. I did EVERYTHING for you, and all you did was hurt me, cheat on me, BAIL On me while I was pregnant with your son. Seriously? You don't love me.
Please, just go away. I don't want you. You had your chance, and you royally screwed me over, more than once. How could I take you back after all the pain you have caused me over and over? I just can't do it anymore. I don't want to be hurt again, and it's not only me that you would be hurting.