43 Year Old
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Joined on May 14, 2012
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Relationship status: Single
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Born on June 8th
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Los Angeles. You see it at night and it shines. Like a beacon. People are drawn to it. People and other things. They come for all sorts of reasons. My reason? No surprise there. It started with a girl." My name's Angel . I was born two hundred and forty-four years ago in Ireland, small town, good family. Twenty-seven years into an unremarkable life I met a woman. She told me she could show me a world I'd never seen -- she wasn't kidding. Life as a vampire was a constant thrill, power, danger, the outfits; good outfits. Never getting old also a plus. But in the end it was all about the kill. The kill was everything. Until I killed the wrong girl. Gypsies, in my experience, are heavily into vengeance. They cursed me, gave me back my soul, my conscience. I had to live with everything I'd done and I had to live forever. It took another woman to show me that my endless life was worth living. Her name was Buffy Phoenix Avenged, you might actually know her. She was my first love. I'm not saying it was an easy relationship, but it was real. I guess I knew it couldn't last. You see the gypsies, they pulled a funny on me. If I ever experience a moment of true happiness, if my soul is ever at peace, I'll lose it; become a monster again. So I had to leave. I wanted to shut the world out. No more love, no more pain, no more demons. I figured life didn't have any more surprises for me. Alive for two hundred and forty-four years I thought I'd seen everything. Then I came to L.A.
43 Year Old
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Male
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Joined on May 14, 2012
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Relationship status: Single
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Born on June 8th
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I have a crush on someone!
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Angel Jealousy. I've been alive for over two hundred and fifty years and I've never seen its equal for destroying lives. It's an all-consuming darkness, an illness that attacks a poisoned soul and brings out the absolute worst in a person who isn't exactly made
Jealousy. I've been alive for over two hundred and fifty years and I've never seen its equal for destroying lives. It's an all-consuming darkness, an illness that attacks a poisoned soul and brings out the absolute worst in a person who isn't exactly made of quality material to begin with. Jealousy. Like power it corrupts absolutely. It feeds the morally sick illusions of grandeur, makes them think they're important, superior, and ultimately they grant themselves ridiculous titles, call themselves royalty. Nothing could be further from the truth. They see themselves as some great influential force, a voice of their generation when the truth is they are a pure laughingstock; a mediocre reminder of the greatness they reached for and fell pathetically short, a ruler of ghosts that only ever existed in their own mind.
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I've been to hell an back lost countless friends and family. Some of which meant a great deal to me. Losing a fight without even getting to stand up for it was the worst feeling. My mind drifts back to Ponoma and the night we lost Soapy. Although we all knew the risks and what could happen.Still didn't make it easy to watch him die like that. He was like a brother to me we'd spill more blood through this fight then even I care to remember. The day he went down still sits in my like a bad dream. Sitting next to him while he coughed and choked on his own blood. Just slipping away slowly, Not able to finish him myself. I just didn't have it in me back then.Today that's not such a problem, although it sucks when I have no choice but to pull that trigger. I've done my best with every mission given me. His death did teach one one thing though. That all cowboys are the same in the end. We don't get a happy end we just end.