She is sad because her best friend is gone and she feels alone...she wishes for the days that have passed and hopes that those memories will last...at night she cries herself to sleep waiting for relief...her energy is spent on her family and work no time to be depressed or angry...emotions are something she cannot control when she is alone...everything she ever hoped for and all her dreams seem to have faded...she knows that there is more to life but she can’t help but reminisce...she lives for the moments that make her smile but even those moments only last awhile...out of the darkness she has to come...she knows of peace, life, and love yet heart her is constantly yearning for those she loves...she stares off into the distance lost in the memories of times past both good and bad...then a tear will fall down her cheek and she will try to hide it…she is tender and her heart it true…she says a prayer that is long past due…sometimes she is not sure what she believes but she hopes that faith will bring her through…she prays for the ones whose time has passed, she prays for those she knew in the past, she prays for change to come into her life, she prays to one day be like her mother…then she prays that one day she will be someone’s mother and one day someone’s wife…