first off i'm not looking for sympathy i just want you to be aware of the man you may speak with.i'm a 41 y/o single dad my beautiful wife Rachel and i got together and through a 13 and a half year relationship we had two kids a giand not to forgetrl first and six years later our son well she died on me in 2007 april 9th then a friend of mine hung himself after that i fell broke a couple discs in a wheelchair but working hard to walk again following that in 2011 my mom died of cancer and shortly after that near the end of 2011 i died like 7 times that night and here i am seeing a therapyst once a week in my home trying to salvage a life and fix this one up and not to forget never to forget but allow myself the oppurtunity to find another woman and that its ok to do just that i really hope i can learn to trust,care, and love another woman i dont want to e alone forever.