Imma just wanting to live life the way I see fit, but do know boundaries so I only know my limit so I do just about what I like when I can how I can....


Here is something I wrote awhile back:

"Stars/Scars"

"I hold my breath. The sky is dark. It is night. I hear a shout. A chill passes by. I exhale.... Damn the dream is strong. Helping me to relax. Lowering my stress meeting the reaper is a relief. To being here alone surrounded by sentinels in the dark. They are dimming my eyes. Cold, finally at rest. Arms crossed eyes shut. Demons dancing in the dark, Angels falling, giving me strength to see into the fire in the light. Fighting to keep up with the constant wave of sins in my mind. Asphyxiated to the point of enlightenment. Being in an abyss of a flaming blizzard, by the edge of infinite. Endlessness is the beginning. Frightened by the thought of an audience to point and shoot you. Out front assault in the box of dreams. Thinking the world is funny, I show the Higher Power my power. I am now awake, turning to face the blast.
I hold my breath. The sky is bright. It is day. I hear a whisper. Warm sensations pass by. I inhale.... My life is full of hope. The ache is gone, no pain or worries. Just delight.... I gather myself to fix myself to not return around. Reflections, looking into the mirror I see blackness covering the fire. A body burns, I ascend....
Bidding the time to find the choke, I find hell. Dragged through lives of men I am burying you. Levels, portals, worlds I am the lost one. Acts of truth or expressions of faults. Pieces by fragments. Peace through aggression, calm notions and dripping colors. Sleeping awake I am confined in this form, but I am found in the spark in the dark...."