I'm a total gamer. You can find me on any given day playing on my X-Box. For reals. MW2 Bitches and Black Ops. I can find something beautiful in everyone. I tend to take things to heart. Gullibility, a big downside to me. Music is a huge part of my life. I listen to it all the time. "When words fail, music speaks." The little things mean the most to me. I am quiet. I am shy. I can be outgoing when I choose. I don't open up with just anyone. I used to give my trust to easily but I have learned not to. I love my family. I'm addicted to pain. Most people tend to interpret me as something I'm not. I've lived my life in a box and I am done with it. I am going to be outside that motherfucker. CUNT is one of my favorite words. I use it a lot. I love to cuddle sometimes. I like to sleep alone. I am too kind. I can get along with just about anyone. I want to make everything worth while. I'm more spiritual than religious. To me, religion is a joke now-a-days... Don't expect me to open up to you all at once. I run away from things a lot. I don't think before I speak and I say things I don't mean. I hide a lot of things. I am a walking contradiction. I am insecure. I often say the wrong things at the wrong time. Or the right things at the wrong time. I love to walk on the beach at night. Or anytime actually. I love water. My ambitions are greater than you can imagine. I'm sensitive, I'm not ashamed of it. I cry, I laugh, I'm an idiot! I love having meaningless conversations for endless hours but I love to have meaningful ones too! I want people to love being around me. I make people laugh at times they don't want to. I love to listen. Even when I don't know what to say, I listen. I get attached to people easily. I am a very loyal person. I am guilty for over analyzing things. I always need an answer. I am human, I make mistakes. I require a lot of attention and affection sometimes. Yeah, I CAN be clingy... I dislike people using other people. I don't like liars. I am a forgiving person. I give in easily. I used to need acceptance and love from others but I realize I need to give it to myself. I won't wait for my life to pass me by. I do things that only make sense to me. I am an uber dork. I have many facets. My life is complicated but it's mine so that makes it beautiful.