hey! im just a small town girl and im trying this site out for the first time. love going out with friends. i have a tendency to be shy when you first meet me in public..... unless im with friends. and for the rest about me well you'll just have to sound real, and talk to me. ********ok so i have decided to come out and say a few things that have been on my mind and i dont know how to say this shit in person to any one. LIFE SUCKS ROTTEN RINKLED ASS!!!! im not joking. its true. i am so fucking tired of people decided that all of a sudden its ok to be a rotten person and act as if your shit dont stink. when was it ok for people to start going back on everything said they believed in. like honesty.... now i know that there are some personal things that the public doesnt need to know about and i am perfectly fine with keeping those things to your selves.... but dont go telling people that you believe that a relationship is based on honesty and then go and hold scrects from someone that you have known for years. ~ oh yes this will be long b/c i have alot to say just bare with me~ and another thing people please dont say that you have an open mind about meeting new people or trying new things if you dont really mean it.. i mean if someone new walks up to you in a friendly way and all they want to do is hold a conversation with you and possibly make a new friend...... go for it!!!! i mean hell everyone seems to talk about being brave and badass and everything then what is so scary about talking to someone? i am just getting so tried of peoples drama. like seriously grow up.. stop talking about others not being mature if you your self act the same way others do.... come on people just mean what you say...... if you tell someone that they are your friend act like they are.... actions speak much loader than word you all know it.... if you dont like someone dont go predenting to be nice ... just flat out tell them that you dont like them..... now i know that it is hard for some people to do but just think really hard about what you do and say to others before you actuall do and say some of the things that you say.......... thinking yet....... i am serious right now start thinking about the every next thing you might do or say to any one!!!!!!********