to anyone curious, my name is amber.i'm a virgo, a romantic, a brunette, a writer. i'm more than just a story. than just words on this page. i've been through more than most have or will in their entire lives, but i keep moving foward. i don't let it haunt me, and i don't think about any of it too much. - or it just might eat me alive. i don't have a real religion, i don't believe. i don't fit any of them. i just believe what i believe, and that's good enough for me.one day, i hope to change lives, save lives, make lives. live life. i want to inspire. i want to make an impact, and shake the ground you walk on. i want to be seen, and heard. and if you don't like it, that's fine. walk away now and never look back. i'll never be silenced by anyone, or for anyone.i'm blunt. i'm annoying. i'm optimistic about everyone elses life, pessimistic about my own. i daydream more than i don't. i'm always in my own head. i think before i say anything, long and hard. - most of the time, anyway. sometimes, things just slip out. but i'm human. that's the way it works.i can get distant, really easily. i can grow cold, and numb. i can scream at the top of my lungs, and wear my heart on my sleeve. i can be in a million different moods at the same time, and never show a single one. i can make people believe about anything. i am an AMAZING liar, though i never do lie anymore. i used to lie habitually. it hurt people. it hurt me. i quit.i'll always be a shoulder for you to cry on. i'll always listen, never judge, never speak unless needed. i'll always be there for you, no matter who you are. i love just about everyone, until they prove they're not worthy of my love. i give a million chances, because i know error is human. but hurt me deeply, or someone i deeply care about, and i'll cut you off completely.i've got an amazingly soft heart, and i'm not afraid to show it. or admit it. i feel vulnerable doing so, but i believe it's easier to trust someone who's honest than someone who hides everything they think, and feel. i know i don't like things being hidden from me, so i wouldn't dare hide anything from anyone else anyway.i have a million reasons for everything i say and do and am. i don't think, act, speak, and do for no reason. everything has a reason behind it.i've always wanted to be somewhere simpler. somewhere where it snows, normally instead of freezing over. somewhere where life can be enjoyed, and children can be raised and a whole lot more.i analyze everyone and everything 24/7. not only because of my thirst for knowledge, but also because, i believe anyway, i don't wish to be hurt. i have to know if i can trust someone before i let myself get too attached, too close. too anything. soft hearted, for the loss? indeed.i cry on a daily basis. i mean, i cry - hard, to the point i shake. i let everything out. i find it amazingly healthy. it's always for a reason, though. there's so many reasons to cry in this world. - but, once i get started, i just see fit to let everything go at that point.i'm fairly simple. i'm fairly typical. i'm practical. i'm a teenager, though i forget to be sometimes. hug a stranger.http://www.free-hugs.com/save darfur, and give the invisible children names and faces.http://www.savedarfur.org/do more than just live your life.make an impact.be heard, and speak for those who can't speak for themselves.make life easier for those who struggle.be someone amazing.be the person you are instead of the person you pretend to be.stop worrying about what people think about you or you'll be a slave to them forever.and most certainly, DFTBA."i feel infinite."