now older than i look, surely, younger than i am. i appreciate honesty and honestly appreciate everyday my alarm clock disappoints me. i'm attracted away from the norm; to affirm the man i won't be, pride the man i will be and humble the man i am fortunate to be. i am a gentleman by nature, optimist by determination and an animal by choice. once an outgoing workhorse, the unbecoming state of society and megalomania were unfavorably yielding against the altruistic principals of a young man. dissapointed and directionless, the award of years of solitude and detachment drifted me to the shores of my soul. here now, i blend within mediocrity and reside beyond capital, rich in esoteric introspection and free of delusive oppertunity."There I was, beckoned by the mountain Up the slopes and to the source I climbed I knew not in my mind but in my blood Mankind shall fall Into the wounds of the world" ~Falls Of Raurosnot to mislead, i am hard-working, farm raised, retail employed, motivated most effectively by reasons that may be spiritual or contradictory. i've established societal, financial and mental stability with a good sense of humor and sorrow. i'm well-traveled, well-mannered and well...worthwhile. i am perpetually committed to deliver expectations with unpredictable mastery. proud of who i've become; anxiously loathing, i await another."It is not that I am indifferent to the suffering man. I suffer with the suffering man and am happy with the happy man." ~U. G. Krishnamurti