HEY whats up my name is HELEN MAE. I like to be a sweetheart. I live by my morals & own opinions. I'm very open-minded & typically an organized mess. Life is a pathway to many other pathways called choices. My choice is to just take each day by day & ignore the stress. I'm not like anoyne you will ever meet.I'm really honest. I can be incredibly sweet,Or i can be a asshole.Im the girl who will want what she can't have til she gets it then she looses it. she's a stranger in her own skin, but not afraid to show what she's made of when it comes down to it. She's like a drawing on a napkin, beauty thrown away cleaning up the mess. She's drowing in secrets, but she's learning how to swim. She's seen the hurt in the world, but the beauty in it always concurs the grey skys and sad faces. She's been an angel and a princess and all she wants is to be is his butterfly. Standing out in the rain, just to be abel to feel innocence against her skin. Believin the many wonders happening day after day. Calmer then the ending of a storm. She might be the bad guy, would that make you stay away from her? Lost in the midnight. Thanking Jesus everyday. She knows someone will one day show her why noone stayed and they will never let go. dancing&singing where noone can see her. Her dreams are the only time she feels real. I child in her own fantasy world. She wants to disapear where noone knows her name, all we have is four wheels and a road...will you go with me? IT! i'm a sinner, don't judge me cause you don't know me. I'm changing everyday, emotions every second. I understand what the world excpects, but I also have my own expectations and I will not follow the rules of society if it means changing who and what i am. All i have left is my memories, we should make somemore. Love, i haven't given up and i know it's out there. I'll find it one day. Love is not about gender, color, age, ect. Just give me someone who will always be there, want to walk along the beach and kiss me under the stars, make love to me on an abandoned island, and scream they couldn't live without me on a rooftopp. Regret&hate is a waste of time. I forget everything I need to remeber and remeber all i want to forget. I'm still running the race, even when i'm back in last place. I dream to fly, and can't wait to have my wings. I don't mind or care much. I won't trade my reality for anything thats on tv. You probley thinkg i'm less than perfect but I know i'm worth i