Check out my blogs...they are definitly more indepth than this little thangWell, I'm taking one day at a time and just trying to get my life back in order...I'm getting shit done for myself, have great friends that support me and I'm getting my life on track...I'm so glad to have gotten a hold of who I did, because they are making me feel like I'm on the top of the world!!!LUV YAI was betrayed and I am so over it....So you know what?! FUCK IT!!!!! I'm going to go back to school and make something of myself because I am a strong person and yea I got fucked over, but it will only make me stronger...being sad only wastes time and if they don't even feel the same way *which he doesn't* then it only shows him that he has *won* and that I'm a fucking idiot...So screw emotions with this one.....all I can do now is look up for brighter tomorrows..."Out of your mouth, so it shall be."I have a daughter, which you all should know by now. She is my love, my life and without her I'd die....I am SOOOOOOOOOO happy right now....Yea sometimes I still get sad....but with time that will all be gone...Some very hard decisions are infront of me and I'm lost for words. ...So that is me, confused, but getting it under conrol.... I have to thank those closest to me for helping me through everything and not giving up on my indecisive ass! I am southern born n' raised and a bitch. But those that really care for me & vice versa know that I'm only a bitch at times...mostly when they deserve it!!! Well I have a man, he is fuckin' awesome....he's my #1 friend....so drop him a line and say what's up!!!!...he is such a sweetie to me and treats me how I should be treated...and he loves playing with my girlie....I love hanging out with my friends *yes with Selena by my side* because it really starts to suck being a stuck-at-home mom...Selena is the love of my life, I would kill for her.... I am a rebel and I am racist *and hate those that prove themselves (the proverbial) nigger* so hate me if you want to...I have my opinions, you have yours... I hate the fact that all these worthless pieces of shit are draining our government funding, taking our homes, land, and jobs...and making life here more difficult for the ones out there that are actually contributing to society...and raising our taxes...our prez really needs to change some fucking laws around so that these bitches that get all sorts of shit because they're whores and keep popping out kids *and don't know who daddy is ~ or play like they don't* actually have to do something other than sit at home and collect gov. checks... What is that saying "Country Folks Can Survive?!"I did take some qualities from the Forest that I think are really neat...I'm still a rednek in a way, but that is a part of me that will never go away...But my life is definitly changing and no more backwoods boys for me...only hot beach bums *wink wink* I grew up in V-Town and loved every second of it. It's wierd because people who have always lived in their hometown don't realize what they have there, (i.e. they think it sucks) but when I left for my couple of years here and there, all I could think about is going back and just seeing the beach, let alone go skimming again. The little things are what I miss the most ~ there's nothing like your hometown, you have only one!So to all those that are still in V-town, I WILL FIND YOU!!! Since you all know that I'm back!!! I did have one of those super long surveys on here but then realized that if you really know me, you don't need of those things...I'll tell you anything you ask....Plus noone reads them anyway.....well I don't! I am indeed a Pisces so bear with me with my own struggle to stay atop the emotional rollercoaster!