Get Your Own Voice PlayerManageif you like call and leave me a message its free!!!!I am a proud mother of one big baby boy. He is MY life and everything to me. My world wouldn't be complete without him around. Mama's troublemaker, but is my lovin' angel. I L¢¾VE Y¢¾U XAVIER! I am as well engaged to a wonderful man who is amazing his name is Eric. I love him with all the being of me. The day will come when I say, "I do.".... and oh yeah... I L¢¾VE Y¢¾U 2 ERIC! Well as for me... I am outgoing, LOUD... really LOUD mouth, caring, loving, very outspoken of what I am thinking and well just ask me anything. "I'm an open book. Just open my cover and read the pages." If I haven't told you something that you are wanting to know... just ask me a question and I will give you a response. I also love to write, and sing. I have an ok voice nothing like wow. I love music! Who doesn't? If it has a beat then I will sing my heart out to it. I am a writer 4 the moment in the time & I wanted 4 u all 2 c. My great, good friends know this but those that don't know now. I was writin' from the time I knew how to put words together. I write 2 escape from the world outside. I did feel that no 1 understood me in complete. Well that change when Eric came back into my life. Writing is definetly an outlet 2 me. The poem "Wishing" was written 2 reminded me 2 take risks whether it may b 4 love, a sport or 4 myself just 2 take the risks. Not 2 b afaird 2 take chances. The peom "Underestimated" is somethin' I went through, and over came. I still am finding out who I am, b-cuz growing is an everyday process. Anyhoo. I sometimes put myself as if it were some1 else goin' through somethin'. I hope that u feel connected in some way 2 my writin's. I might post more, but 4 now I keep it here with these. "Wishing"I wish I was a bird to fly to you and sing you a lovley tune that you would never forget. I wish I was that feather that fell from the bird that sang to you to lay on your lap. Just to be a little closer to you.I wish that you would pass by a bed of roses so that you could smell how beautiful I am, and take me home with you to taking good care of me.I wish I was yours so you can say, "She is my girl." Hold me in your arms tightly close to you not wanting to let me go, and when you give me a kiss and I look in your brown eyes I know that you care for me like I care for you.However, I am only wishing for all this and a little more. Should I just stop wishing and go after you? "Underestimated" Hear what I have to say to you.Don't ignore my thoughts or opinions.Don't underestimate me.When you meet me I was a shattered spirit, a lost heart.This broken soul has found the pieces to her puzzle & slowly I am coming togther.Keep thinking I will never change, but I will show you.You have yet to see the real me. I have alot of fight left in me.Just continue to underestimate me.You have yet to see my fury.You have yet to see the hell in me.You have only seen the angel of me.Both eyes are open, but you seem to have them filter on to me.I will learn to find myself.When the time comes & I lie on my death bed my desire is to say...NO REGRETS I finally found the pieces to MY puzzle.