My name is Nicole, but friends call me Nikki. I am 36 years old and am a born and bred Californian. I live in the OC, but PLEASE do not compare me to the fluff they show on the TV show. I'm unique as hell, thank you very much, lol I enjoy going to the beach, it is my sanctuary, and I also enjoy talking with and helping my family here online. No kids, but one loving wolf who is with a friend right now.I currently work as a registration data entry clerk at the Orange County Boy Scout Council; yes, I am an official Boy Scout, have a card and everything, lolI'm an empath.......I have discovered the empath in me over the last couple of years, although looking back over my life, it was there all along, it was just supressed by others (i.e., my soon to be ex husband) I am a caring, passionate individual, and I wear my heart on my sleeve, which tends to get me hurt frequently, but I cannot change who I am, so I take the hurt with all the positive. This adds to my physical problems, but I always want to help people, so if I must go through pain to help others, so be it.My family offline has abandoned me due to my being so unique, and so different from them. They have no clue how to deal with me; my online family is very dear to me, and sacred. I love them more than words can express, and I hope they know how much they mean to me.My music tastes vary, lean toward instrumental and soft rock lately, but will listen to pretty much anything. Evanescence, Elton John, Andrea Bocelli and Metallica are current favorites in my CD player (told you my tastes vary, lol)I'm brutally honest with people; if you have me for a friend, you are lucky, cuz it takes ALOT to earn my trust and friendship, as much as the people in this world have screwed with me. If you are looking for someone to talk to, I am a good listener. If you are looking for someone to bitch about, let me just say this; if you DO have a problem with me, talk to me about it, and don't just harbor your ill feelings toward me, or talk with others about me behind my back. That is so damn childish. Communication is SO important to me; I cannot be offended, as long as you are honest with me. And if you lie to me, and I find out, it will be DAMN difficult to gain my trust back; just fair warning to anyone.Do not fuck with me, or especially those I love. You will pay dearly, this I promise you.........I am a very nice person, but those I love mean more to me than you could possibly comprehend, and I will defend them with my life. My passion is great, and can be dangerous to those that cross me or harm anyone that I love.DO NOT message me for any kind of sexual reason, and PLEASE do not message me for cybering of any kind. If you have read this far, thank you for taking the time to read this.About Me Personality Quiz:What is your name?: NikkiHow old are you?: 36When is your Birthday?: March 4What is your zodiac sign?: PiscesWhere were you born?: Glendale, CAWhere do you live now?: the OC in So CalWhat color eyes do you have?: Blue/grayWhat color hair do you have?: Almost blackHow tall are you?: 5'6How much do you weigh? (Be Honest Ladies): Ain't gonna be honest here, lmaoWhat is your race?: I am unique, no raceWhat is your worst fear?: I hate antsDo you smoke?: NoDo you drink?: yes, as often as possibleDo you cuss?: When it is warrantedDo you use drugs?: Prescription only these daysHave you ever or will you ever steal?: yes and noAre you dependable and/or trustworthy?: My friends say yesDo you play in a band or play an instrument?: I play piano, but not in a bandDo you have any tattoos and/or piercings?: Just pierced ears, very boring, I knowIf you had a favorite serial killer who would it be?: No comment, lolDo you suffer from depression disorder?: At timesIf you had a choice about how you wanted to die what would it be?: Quick and painlessHave you ever tried to commit suicide?: NoHave you ever purposely caused harm to yourself or someone else?: Not in my natureWhat subculture do you belong too?: None, I am too weird to belong to anythingAre you evil?: If my anger is riled up, yesDo you believe that you can be possesed?: AbsolutelyAre you a paranoid person?: When it comes to my ex husband, yesDo you ever get jealous of somebody else?: NoAre you obsessive and/or compulsive?: NoAre you a violent person?: No, neverDo you take your anger out on other people?: NoDo you blame other people for your mistakes?: NoWhat is your favorite game?: BackgammonWhat is your favorite movie?: Phantom Of the OperaWho is your favorite band?: Evanescence and QueenWho is your favorite artist? Josh Groban and Michael CrawfordWhat is your favorite song?: Bring Me To Life-EvanescenceWhat kind of books and/or magazines do you read?: Don't read them oftenWhat is your favorite color?: Purple or blackWhat is your favorite food?: Too many to list oneWhat is your favorite drink?: WaterDo you own a pari of converse?: noDo you own a pair of dickies?: noWould you ever kill yourself or someone else?: Hell noAre you a virgin?: You're kidding, right?Are you kinky?: When it's warrantedDo you like biting?: *grins*Do you masturbate?: who doesn't?Do you watch pornography?: who doesn't?Have you ever dyed your hair an unusual color?: NoHave you ever shaved your head in a socially unacceptable way?: Nope, love my hairAre you hyper active person?: No, very passiveAre you religious?: NoDo you have any self inflicted scars?: NoDoes pain turn you on?: NoDo you stand for originality and creativity?: Absolutely, I am a ToreadorDo you like meeting new people?: Yes I doWhat do you like most about life?: My online familyWhat do you dislike most about life?: My real life familyDo you believe in love at first fright?: YesHave you ever pierced a body part yourself?: NoHave you ever had to beg for dinner money?: yesDo you own a car?: YesHave you been to jail, yet?: NoAre your clothes held together with safety pins?: noDo you have actual scars from punk rock shows?: noHave you ever vomit while making out?: NoHave you held a job for less than a day?: NoDo you own more than two pair of jeans?: YepHave you ever had to fuck stuff up for no good reason?: NoHave you ever been kicked out of your parents house?: Yes, at 17Have you ever been fired from your job because of your attitude?: yesDoes the world piss you off?: On occasion