Interests
I have alot of interests. I love reading, playing hide and seek, strip twister, lol. I love rough, back clawing, hair pulling, lip biting, well if u havent gotten the point by now u r either, uptight, a virign, or jus not my type.
Music
I love all kinds of music. country, rap, rock. especially rock. limp bizkit, korn, metallica, nirvana, NIN, dixie chicks, usher, lil wayne, tracy chapman, jewel, our ladys peace, nickleback, hinder, staind, three days grace
Movies
Will win
Life used to be so different,
Not quite so faded away,
I had strength left,
A need to fill my each and every day.
Who would have ever thought,
That my one and only part,
Would be learning to hide,
My bruised and broken heart.
I remember the times,
Down on scraped up knees,
So many hands assaulting me,
That god didn’t hear my pleas,
The times I gave up to you,
And you tore my soul away,
I became a shell,
Lost who I was, noting left to say.
But when I look at my daughter,
The fight comes back again,
And then I know deep down inside,
This is one fight this lil country gurl will win.
Idols
I want to be tough,
Please leave me alone in my cage,
Wrists bleeding, eyes crying,
Happy with my taunting notorious rage.
Mascara, I feel it
Running down my face,
Your laughter, I hear it,
Echoing in this very place.
Why must you find me,
Is it too much to run,
Why do you hold me,
Unraveling, unmercifully coming undone.
They stole from me,
Something your words cannot fix,
I’m trash now,
Cursed, lonely, bitter, a priceless mix.
I’m not asking u to spare me,
Use me too if u must,
Just leave my heart alone,
Secure in its cold, dark, dust.
I was laying there,
I heard you talking, but nothing I could see,
I looked up, knees shaking,
Wandering who you could be.
You picked me up,
Knees bleeding, eyes crying, you stood me by your side,
You held me in place with a smile,
You never let me run, anytime I tried.
I think I fell for you,
When I noticed you saw through the imposturous mask, to the real me
This fake queen, all show, big smiles, ordinary gurl
That I claimed to be,
don’t think its that easy,
When it all comes down to the end,
You will have save me, and keep me,
More than jus a friend.
My head says run,
Run as fast and far away,
Run this boy is going to break you,
But I sit still another day.
What do you want from me,
Sitting there biting your lip,
Who do you think you are,
Not even touching me, causing my heart to flip.
So far away,
I thank my lucky stars,
you’ll never see the truth,
See my emblazoned scars.
Some beauty,
Will save me from your prying eyes,
At least that’s what I’m praying for,
Laying hear beneath the starry skies.
I don’t want your pity,
I can make it, jus as I fight,
Keep your judgment,
Jus possess me, jus one lonely night.