Rest Easy
Shawn Keith Shields
I love you &+ miss you tons.
June 28,1991-October 1,2009
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I dnt know where I can even begin. I'm going to start off by saying I love you with all my heart and nothing in this world is ever going to change that. You were my bestfriend, I came to you for everything.You always gave me a shoulder to cry on &+ a ear to listen to every word that came out of my mouth. You were taken away from all of us way to soon. You were that part of my life that I was not ready to let go of. You never once judged me. You always had this way to put a smile on my face. Whenever I'd cry you would tell me, "knock that off, i don't like to see you cry!" You really have no idea how much your friendship meant to me. I am really going to miss having those lazy days and watching cartoons. And calling you crying and you rushing over to my house to listen and to be there, and getting a kiss on the forehead and hearing you say "everything is going to be okay and I will always be here for you." I am really going to miss the sound of your voice&laugh, the vision of your smile&face, the feel of your touch&hugs, the love you shared. It's really hard to face the fact that you are gone to a place where i cannot bring you back. This all just feels like a really bad dream, and I am ready to wake up Shawn; So come wake me up! Yeah, me and you got into fights but that never stopped our friendship and how we felt about each other. You were the most amazing person I've ever met. Shawn, you never let me fall ; you were always there, standing by my side. Every accomplish I make from this point on is for you ShawnyBear. I would do anything to see you one more time and hold you in my arms and tell you over and over that I love you. I just want to look into your eyes again. I want to feel the warmth of your body again. And when my time comes to meet you up at heaven’s gates and be with you again. You better be standing there waiting for me with mac&cheese and pearl harbor all set up to be watched. You are with the angels now babe. You are away from all pain that could come your way. I know when the sun is shining you are smiling down on us. And I know when its dark and grey out your mad at someone about something they did. Shawn, keep a close eye on me and make sure I am always safe like you always use to do while you were here. Take me down the right path. Help me through life. Yours was cut to short. But god needed an angel and he took you. Shawn you are my biggest hero. My inspiration. Once again, I love you babe. And I refuse to say “goodbye” because that word means forever. And we’re not ever going to say goodbye. We are just going to say what we always use to say to each other, either .. Goodnight, see ya later, or peace out. But NEVER goodbye. Because its not goodbye. It’s see you later.