Finding someone who knows what you feel, what you need, what you have kept hidden, private, unanswered.

You have wanted to surrender. You have wanted to be controlled. You have wanted to be owned. You have wanted that freedom to give everything to the other.

It has been in your mind. Naked. You have an entirely different reality.

Bound with rope or chains. Bound by word alone. Bound by the need to submit. Giving in to the need to know you have sacrificed. There is that ever present thought, to just see a hint, that you have pleased, that all you have ever desired to know of, is of value to the other is such a unique way. His way. Masters way.

You know what the temptation to feel helpless does to you. You feel it compel you to be taken, commanded, used.

You know the flame burning in your mind to feel the ropes wrapped tight about your body, the knots snitched tight, the hold it has to keep you available for Masters desire.

You know the meaning of the chains you want to wear. You want to know that there is no escape, that there is only obeisance, immediate compliance to your Masters command.

You can see yourself when blindfolded. You can see as each nerve on your skin finally comes alive and lives to feel the touch, be it pain, be it pleasure, be it sensitive, be it overwhelming. You can see yourself there knowing by listening to any sound, a voice, a drop of rope on the floor, the click of a lock, the slap of the riding crop on Masters boot. You see yourself from the inside of a world now yours, smelling a zephyr of leather as it nears you, the vibrations upon the floor from Masters steps, the firmness of your bonds, the knowledge you will obey, becoming the property of your Master.

You know that your body provides the conduit to your mind. Your Master knows the paths all very well indeed. You have wanted this moment all your life. You will want it every moment for as long as you live.

You wait.

You need.

You desire.

You want.

You ache.

You depend on Master to make you realize when the time is upon you.

You desire absolutely no control. You have given it all to Master.

Now you will feel what Master wants you to feel, what Master wants you to know, what Master wants you to be, what Master makes of you.

You will learn to give, to sacrifice, to endure, to please, to do, and to do without.

This has all on your mind. A time comes to be who you are."