Time doesn't exist dear. You'll see. Life is a perpetual present.

Be Cool
Be Strong
Stay Smiling
Always Learning
Getting up after you fall is the most important part about hitting bottom

One Life to Live

NO FEAR

"To live happily doesnt mean your life is perfect, it just means that you have decided to look past the imperfections...but to live with an imperfection is just to have given up on the best thing of your life, to compromise and to settle for less" =P
No Thanks, One Life to Live

Slow it down you move a little too fast
gotta take a deep breathe and make it last
these should be the best days of your life..
Just Wild and Young...

No Reason to Run

"It turns out there are few things that are more chaotic than that of a human heart. Speeding up, slowing down, pretty face, flight of stairs, it’s always changing no matter what happens. It’s an erratic son of a bitch. But underneath all that bump to bump mess, there is in fact, a pattern, the truth. And it’s love. Most important thing about love is we choose to give it. And we choose to receive it, making it the least random act in the entire universe. It transcends blood, it transcends betrayal, and all that dirt that makes us human. If you can figure that out, no one's got nothing on you"

"sometimes you have to lose everything before the penny finally drops
or whatever...

so here is what i figuered out;
we are not evil sinners or perfect knockoffs of god
we let the world tell us whether we are saints or sex addicts
saine or insane
heroes or victims
whether we are good mothers or loving sons
or we can decide for ourselves
as a certain wise fugitive once told me: sometimes its not important which way you jump, just that you jump
i wish i could say i've left the circuit completely behind me but that wouldnt be entirely true.

I still wonder about Page, another beautiful psycho like my mother or a twisted soul mate sent to bring me back to life...only one way to find out."