Well my life is considerably odd, but in a good way
i honestly do not know how to discribe myself. i have mood issues, im not on depression meds or a scitso, (just a heads up, me and spelling disa gree most of the time)im just a very moody guy. i spend most of my time at home , which drives me up the walls but i have my books so im ok. In all honesty, im a very controled person. on the outside i look like a mess some times but under it i keep a tight rein on my crazy emotions. Resently i've been researching into things that are some what into light but some what not. since i could remeber, I've always had this feeling of being drawn to people like a moth to flame and the feeling inteceifys when i get touched. Its like some ones plugged me into a battery. Fetish is part of who i am, Pain is a drug to me . Besides the odd im sinceable add to that that I'm single and you got nothingh saddly.
oh, massivly gay if you havent guessed yet