Me, well thats a long story. Im someone who sleeps alot. I smoke Marlboros and a occasional Newport. I live in the only state that could become it's own country. I love creating illegal substances. I have too many hobbies. I make jewely, draw, love plants, do drugs on a day to day basis. Im dependent upon chemicals to increase my dopamine flow inside my cranium. I search for checmical nirvana. And blame the government for my mental intsability. We are all test subjects. I have a wonderful husband for without him, there would be no me.I get psychotic when i drink with my meds, and most people view an occasional meantal break down. I like to throw large objects when im mad. Like a webber grill. I live in a world most people never will realize exists. I know too much. As they say Insanity goes hand in had with genius. So close yet so far from reality. But what is reality? This world possibly is all a psychotic episode of mine for which I have the power to destroy. We are dead and this is hell.