I am a... idk, what would be called a decent person and I have no back bone though I would lead you to believe differently, I wish someone could see me for who I really am, but I lie to people as a defense so no one will ever know and it is my own fault. I try to please everyone and when I can't do that I just tell them what they want to hear, which in turn becomes more lies. Oops I guess... idk I know... I have a family in which I love more than life itself, and despite what would seem as my best efforts to change things, they love me too and alot of families aren't like that. after not even half of what I have put mine through. I am greatful... I am not a religious person, don't belive the whole GOD thing, although people will always try to change my mind on the matter. I beLIEve there is something. What exactly idk, but I am trying to find my own way (too stubborn to get any help)... if you notice the .. capped in "believe" up there , hah my idea of a joke I guess. I hate people all of them, all of us, I mean there is some good in the world but not enough to make a mark , we suck and we should probably die. That's all. So yeah in turn I am a hypocrite- Don't trust me, but please put your faith in me as a person. There is no god and all of you are wrong,but there is something. I hate all of you,but please be my friend. hah isn't life great.