Where do i start....I'm a hghly misunderstood person yet for some strange reason new people I meet tell me Im one of the koolest people they've meet in a a while...strange huh? I know its because of the way I react to things around me. I'm always wondering and tryin2 analyze shit lol...small or big. I'm a thinker rather than someone you can just tell how things are and they just accept your thoughts. I guess having a brain and telling people you want to use it is a taboo subject in theses days. Nobody likes to be embarrassed or whatever. I thought we were suppose to be moving forward...not backwards. I hate to be led around I'd rather fall on my own sometimes than be carried. I'm a huge heavy metal fan with Fear Factory, Arch Enemy and Megadeth being some of my favorites. I'll listen to absolutely anything though...and I do mean anything. I use to listen a lot of rap,R&B & country but everything sucks these days except for a couple artist so I keep it old school mostly. Anything after 05 probably sux. People who dont know me only see me as some black guy instead of just a sum guy and get closed minded and tend to sterotype. I dont want to fit in. I feel bad for people who think they have to bend to the worlds view of what they should be. I respect a truthful theif more than a two faced saint anyday. No need faking it. If Im an asshole today then Im an asshole all the way through the week lol...u know what to expect with me. My mom once told me that "u dont have friends...u have acquaintances". I didnt want to agree then but now I'm starting to see it to be truer than I thought. Silence creeps me out. I use to get sick all the time because I'd run the fan all night just to keep some noise in the house. I have a fear of dying way too soon before I ever accomplish anything. I know I cant do anything about it so I kinda brush the feeling off sometimes and just say "fuck it". I'm always trying to help people but I can never get the same in return. Theres a lot of hate for the world building up in me but I'm trying to keep it under lock and key. Although theirs a lot of things in my life I dont like and a lot of shit I dont put up with; theres been some good times to. I love to keep a laugh goin. Life gets boring so I do something to pass the the time. I'm a good guy though. I expect more from myself all the time. I'd never treat a person anywhere near what I'd consider wrong. Its not gonna get me anywhere. Basically I'm one of the coolest, funniest, do for others, agitated, irritated, fustrated un-loved by people out of my circle guy. I just live my life the way I want despite what anyone has to say about it, I dont care about anything unless I want to and I dont ask for shit but I'll give me left nut if it'll benefit u. Now if u can't understand that then I just dont know wut the hell to tell ya..u'll be iight