I over analyze everyone and everything. I would like to tell people things, but I am not listened to. Or feel as if I'm not. I contradict myself constantly. My first cd was Snoop Dogg and The Beavis and Butt-head Experience. I did volunteer work because I wanted something to be proud of. Something people will give me recognition for. I get up at 5:10 every morning, only to have 10 minutes of free time later. Wake up 10 minutes later you say? Doesn't work. My body is set to get up at that time. If I don't, I stay in a continuous deep sleep. The bump on my left cheek is a birth mark. Not so noticeable now. I wouldn't know what to do if I was in a relationship. I have the feeling I'd be either too clingy (from being able to finally having someone to tell stuff to), or too distant (out of fear for losing the person from being too clingy). The scar on the inside of my bottom lip is from a fall in preschool. I make snap judgments about people and things, sometimes they're right, sometimes wrong. I jump to conclusions. Alot. Many people piss me off. I just can't understand them. I have a very clear cut approach to most things. Here's a problem, here's how to fix it. I hold grudges. I want to change the world. The only time I can truly be bored is when I am in an uncomfortable situation. As much as I'd like to say I'm my own person, I do follow the pack. As many others do. Evidenced by clothing, music, sports.. I am the cautious one. Very in tune with morality. I want to break away from reputation and do things for me. Vandalism and stealing are two things that really bother me. Especially small businesses. There is a higher power, as to what it is, I don't know. I dislike those that attend church regularly and spend the rest of the week in sin. Don't betray yourself. I am extremely perverted. I am prone to long lasting crushes that don't go anywhere. I get charlie horses in my left calf a lot. Society would be better and more prepared if we were taught basic fundamentals when we were young. Compassion, tolerance, and common courtesy. I am a grammar and spelling nazi. People should use capitals, and the correct punctuation. I know nothing of politics, and when the subject is brought up I find myself without a feasible opinion. But then again, I have no reason to care, nothing I may think can affect it. I hate people that purposely disrespect authority. I hate when people do stupid shit just to impress their friends. I am a pack rat. I'm a loner. I don't like change. I hate how people have labels for everyone, and dont even try to be-friend someone because of that. I hate how people categorize me as a prep. One day I wish someone would tell me everything. I yearn for the truth. I like it when someone can give an opinion on what a poem was intended to mean. I eat meat. I have no intentions of now, or ever, going vegetarian. If cows and pigs were meant to stay alive, they wouldn't taste so good. I think the Atkins diet is ridiculous. I think homosexuals should be allowed to marry each other. If they're in love, let them be. I have a bad habit of chewing the skin on the inside of my mouth, or my lip. I express a quarter of what I'm really thinking or feeling. Educated people are the most socially impaired people I know of. I think too much, as evidenced by my quixotic staring into pure nothingness. I'm amused by many simple things. Stars, the moon, 11:11, Konstantine, Peter Pan. I wish I could play the piano expertly. When people look at me, I feel like they're assessing my appearance, giving me some low score on a 1-10 scale. I wear the same 10 clothing items because I don't like the way other ones fit me. I constantly wonder how people categorize me. Nice, rude, selfish, ugly, unimpressive.. I care what other people think. Not all other people, just the ones I admire for whatever reasons. I question my purpose in high school. I question what effects I have on others. Negative? Positive? None at all? I think I'm someone who people find easily forgettable or simply just don't care about. I love to people watch. Sometimes I could look at a person and tell you their story. If my face isn't washed I don't feel clean. I am influenced by infomercials and would probably buy everything I see on TV if I could afford it. I value friendships but somehow do not find myself in very many of them. I dislike flies, mosquitoes, spiders, snakes, and bees. I can never find jeans that fit me so I have 5 pairs of the same American Eagle "Madeline" stretch low rise jeans. I make big deals out of little things. I find my style too simple and wish I was a rich teen on the OC so I could buy clothes that fit my personality. Without music, I would be emotionally unstable. I put on a front. If I am quiet, I am questioning something. If I am loud, I'm searching for acceptance. I know who I am but find it hard to express. If I could sing I would move to California in search of stardom. I love the rock star lifestyle. I love to read. I desperately want to be somebody incredibly important to the world's survival, but at the same time I want to completely disregard it. I always wish to think outside of the box. I often wonder what's so special about life. I often wonder what's so special about death. I've never been late for class, and I've only skipped once on the last few days of school. I have a journal under my mattress, and a private LJ that I write everything in. I will never be able to understand how a person can hurt someone they say they care about. I have uncontrollable outbursts. Technically they're not really outbursts, usually what I'm truly thinking about the situation at hand. I have a lot to say, but trail off because I'm thinking about other things besides what I'm saying, doing, writing.....

Warning: I am extremely perverted, and I will probably corrupt you if you haven't already been corrupted