First I'm a widow.I lost my Beautiful Christy 2 years ago to Diabetes.She was my 1st and only wife I'll ever have.Don't expect anyone to understand a love that deeply committed.but here it is.I won't mind having a lifelong companion , but that's all no paper.Sorry girls.If you can't handle that well the doors right over there.I'm finally doing better.That's something no one should ever have to go thru.Imagine if it was u watching ur very young wife slip away and u can't do nothing to stop it.Welcome to MY world.I still have nightmares constantly.If u Love someone, tell them each day you Love them.Might b your last chance ,u Never know.And put FEELING into it.Don't say it like a robot.Not that we ever did[the robot thing],just experience from relations b4 her. Anyway I came here and joined on invite from my Beautiful daughter {who's a model now !!] I'm very Proud of her.Hoping to meet new friends. Since most of mine have moved away , etc. Not exactly ready for Love again yet.Mixed feelings on things , but willing to look around. I tend to be a Little nutty person to know ,especially since the voices keep telling me that.They mostly keep telling me theres chocolate hidden everywhere.HA,HA,HA..!!!!!!If u meet me in person and u have chocolate...U better run.!!!!!