my views. my thoughts read it may help u some time!

soo many things that i would like to say but most of the time they jus wont come out so here i go imma try. so many bad things have happened to me in m life. some good hashappened but as soon as i get us to it being there. it always disapears. if for once i could get wat i wanted i would be the happest person on earth. people may say ima not hard to please that is totally and honestly true. jus treat me the way that i need to be treated and i will be okay. life changes minute by minute. and u better hold on cuz when u least exspect it something may jump out at cha. but its up to you to take it or leave it. if u take it you also take on maybe getten hurt or failing. but if u fail make sure u get back up and try again. never give up!!. giving up is a sign of weakness and i know im not weak. so i never give up. but somethings i say i may give up on but thats jus stupid shit that dont even matter to me right now. like the only thing that i really truely want in my life right now is making my dreams come true one step at a time. any thing else can wait until further down the line. if not and something good comes my way u best believe imma take it. but still NUMBER ONE is my schooling.. I WILL MAKE MY DREAMS COME TRUE! nomatter wat.

now....

my l;ife in ohio wasnt the best that anbody could exspect but i had fun. and some terrible times i made the best out of and always made sure that i made myself happy.

because......

in my mind the only person i am here to please is myself. and nobody is going to take that from me.

why.......

so many people has tried to take soo much from me. either it be physically or mentally or even sexually.

but......

i dont let things get me down so much to were i cant get back up

so......

i jus stay out and do me and do wat i need to do to make me happy cuz in the long run thats all that matters

anyways......

i have soo many dreams that i wanna complete. either one way or another i will make them come true either wit people help or on my own

garenteed...

that something will happen and i will have wat i want and be able to support myself in anything that i shall want to get into.

nomatter what....

i will always have back up plans to fall back on until i get where i need to be from the start

BOYS

from the heart. i will never even start to imagine times with out you.

i could never see anybody more perfect for me then you

its the way u are

its the way your treat me

its the way u talk to me

its the way you listen when i need somebody

its everything about you

that makes you... you

from the heart u will only see the better side of me

from now til forever the only thing i wanna say is

I LOVE YOU. past my heart n to my soul

LOVE

soo many experience. to many people say i love you and do not mean it. im tired of that i love you is such strong words that i cant imagine y people say it to say it. soo much comes with love. if u say i love you look at takin more on then jus sayin them words.

for most guys it puts hopes and goofy thoughts into girls heads and makes them want more because love isnt the end of things its the begining.

love makes the world the way it is. love makes people do stupid shit and not even know y. if you really truely love somebody then u will be able to a goofy happy crazy person and still sit back and look at the people and be like i love you.

NEVER SAY I LOVE YOU UNLESS YOU MEAN IT

my life

all my life i have been getting hurt. it never fails its like something i could depend on. me getten hurt. its crazy cuz when i was little in ever thought in my life i would get hurt this much.

but jus like moma says u will hurt people and they will hurt you. its good jus to try to let things go and go on being you never let anybody get you down.

always be true. dont let others fool you into being something that you aint.

when i was little i pretty much lost my dad at 9 months. after my mom left him he was never really there. and if he was then he would always try to make me into something that i aint. after that other guys have done shit to make my life a living hell. and its like every year things get worse. but i take it one day at a time and see where things are going to go.

i let the past be the past and the future to be the future and worry about the present. today may bring so many good things u may not get to see if u hold all the bad in.

jus breath and let it out and realize after bad theres good. and if u dwell on the bad ull never get to see the good

my life has been hell in the making but i thank god everyday for being on earth and being able to work threw my shit. to make things right. not one day have i not wanted to work on things to try to make my life better. things change from moment to moment second to secon. u never know wats gonna happen next. be prepared for the worst and hope for the best because its your life and u have to run it.

dont let people run you!!. it wont get you nowhere!!.

thats all for now

joanna