Kassidy's blog: "2008"

A lost soul an endless black hole Try not to fall ignore it's call Sleepless nights endless frights Frozen by fear evil is near It tries to deceive but do not believe Remember what is true and you will get through Scared and lost survival at any cost Entering the final hour show them your power Unleash the inner beast evil will be its feast Eyes of fire, teeth bared no more reason to be scared Darkness becomes light you won the frantic fight Do not live in fear the power will never disappear

Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I love animals 2. I like to play in the snow 3. My lucky number is 13 4. I am fascinated with panthers 5. I listen to all types of music 6. I can't go to sleep without my electric blanket 7. Everyday I wake up with a headache 8. I love playing on the beach 9. I am a romantic at heart 10. I am deaf in one ear from a car accident I tag Bri, Melissa, LukeNgood, cajun magick and Randy! :)

Tears fall from my eyes, there was no time for goodbye. I am filled with pain, another loss yet again. I tried with all my might, but there was no winning this fight. My heart has been torn away, just can't face another day. I want to talk but as i try, thousands of tears fill up in my eyes. I lay here alone trying to feel, but I don't think these wounds will ever heal. Nothing can replace this void in my heart, I hope you know I loved you, always from the start. My body is in pain, I feel this terrible ache, this is what happens when your heart starts to break. I want to retreat to my safe little shell, please let me go, I have just been through hell. Surrounded by people who truly love me, I can't see or hear what they say, only darkness I see. All I want to do is just try and go to sleep. but each time I start, all I do is weep. So please give me time to get myself together, it won't be soon, maybe even never.

As I sit here in my room my thoughts fill with gloom I am all alone and staring at the phone I wait for it to ring my tears start to sting I've waited so long for the call slowly I begin to fall I want to go to my safe place vanish without a trace My world is falling apart and I can't fix my broken heart They tell me I must fight back but right now it's strength I lack I just want to curl up in a ball and say the hell with it all I sit and think, I open my eyes and see a ghost of myself, who could ever love me No one said life was fair all I ever wanted was someone just to care I think of all the memories tucked forever in my heart they are pieces of my life which I just can't part Sadly, I face the truth, I am on my own Time to face reality, I am forever alone