On average im just an ordinary girl walking through life. on the outside i look pretty normal and on the inside sometimes im fighting a losing battle with myself, i am contridictory at times, im up and down all at once.
Dont kid yourself, I know exactly who i am and what i require from life, im warning you that i dont play well with others, and am often withdrawn from social situations. i come first no matter what. my private life and professional life never mingle.

Im creative, outgoing and generally optimistic, along with being slightly anti social, cynical and mean.
I will always stand up for my self, my friends, family and most importantly what i believe in and you can never change that.
I've always told people never to assume anything about me, what you see may be different from what i think or feel. nine chances out of ten i will stun or shock you by feeling or thinking the opposite of what you might think of me. I am not an open book and never will be, for anyone. There is nothing half hearted about me, i put everything i am into what i do and what i enjoy in my life. a very wise man once told me that anything worth doing was never easy.
Death is easy, peaceful; it's life thats hard.

I could write down everything i dislike in a person, but this is just a profile and not a novel.. but i will share some things.
I don't like ego's, they aggrivate me and only turn me off. you were not put on this earth to be better then anyone else.
health and hygiene are very important to me. im not shallow but i have to like what im looking at.
Intolerance is something i will not tolerate. discrimmination based on any grounds along with judgement and assumptions are a negitive aspect and i will not condone that behaviour around me. i believe in giving everyone a fair and equal chance, but only one.
i love to enhale books and i love to learn. i write often and have won awards for my writing. im a very emotional person, but all artists are, arent they? Music is my life and always will be, generally anything classical (pianos are a favorite) or anything with a lost of guitar work and beat. if it can make me feel like i should get up and dance then ill probably like it. I love lore and myths. ghosts, demons, fairytales you name it, it captivates my vivid imagination and often keeps me occupied for hours.

I do lose interest rather quickly, you have to be able to keep my attention, maybe i should just sit up and pay attention more but what fun is that? why couldnt you just work a bit harder to prove to me that i should be your friend? a relationship of any kind works two ways, remember that.

Im not like most girls, i don't get overly girly, i don't care about what other people think and am more honest then not. I have been told that i am disliked greatly for my honesty and i refuse to sugarcoat the world. we are not unintelligent humans, at least not all of us. I have my pride, and sometimes that gets in the way, though trust me, it's not always a bad thing to have. I don't trust easily and never will, there are things you will never know, things i won't share with just anyone but when im in my moods i give it my all. I am a very filthy girl and it's very hard to offend me or even piss me off, I also have a potty mouth that can make a sailors uncle blush from ten yards away. Sometimes im a bit slow and a bit uncoordinated but i'm a basket full of sweet berries covered in sugar. comparing me to anyone else will get you nowhere, but once i feel comfortable enough, im a chatterbox of fun and cuteness.
I don't like being ignored or avoided, if you have an issue speak up, im not a mind reader. Id rather you be up front and honest the lead me on, as i said before i dont enjoy wasting my time, ive only got one life to live.

One could get to know me mostly by talking directly to me over a period of time. I usually and very rarely ever answer emails or messages, not that 98% of you would ever get to the bottom of my profile and move on.
I'm not bi sexual and i am a full female with a full female figure.
i'm 5'4, 126 pounds with long brown hair, hazel eyes and pale, almost translucent skin. I've got 5 piercings and one tattoo and do plan on more. I do enjoy tasteful body art as a form of expression. I like intelligent conversations and often like to debate, sometimes i will be bratty when i can't win, but that's who i am.

I suppose in the end this turned out to be a small novel instead of a short profile dipicting my finest qualities, but i think that in the end every word a person puts here makes a silent observed note on their intelligence and the effort they put in on making an impression. I if stood out among the crowd then i did my job well. Welcome to the .1% of the world that made it this far.