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im james i work at aerpostale in the killeen mall, i play guitar and im a good person....i dont keep many friends cause they fuck u over....at least thats what happens to me.....people always take advantage of me.........i dont trust anyone......but im a pretty easy going guy if u wanna know anything else just hit me up and ill tell u what u wanna know i also write songs heres a preview:

As i am cutting, i'm trying to feel the pain, but for some reason it wont register in my brain, i dont know why i have become so numb, i try to keep my head clear for whatever may come, why do i only feel the painful past, i can see the blood dripping at long last, you might say i'm emo but i dont mind, in my own personal opinion i am completely undefined, but i feel perfectly sane with a feeling so hollow, but the numbness i feel is just too hard to swallow, most people say that i am psychotic, dearnged and out of control, but to me my life seems like a theatrical role, happyness isn't a thing i am too familiar with, to me happiness is just a fairy tale myth, but who has the right to tell me that i am a lost soul, but the way i see it my life is completly under control, im putting my life back together in peices like a maze, and my life will be perfect one of these days.....