JUST RECENTLY DIVORCED FROM THE BIGGEST LOSER I THINK THAT EXSIST. USED ME FOR 17 YRS I FOOT THE BILL I FINALLY HAD A MAJOR HEALTH PROBLEM TO BATTLE HE ACTED SO DEPRESSED I PUT IT OFF RISKING MY LIFE NOT OUT OF LOVE BUT GUILT BECAUSE I GOT SICK,I PUT HIS LAZY ASS THRU POLICE ACADEMY BECAUSE HE HATED THE WAY COPS USED THERE POWER. WELL IT TOOK HIM 2 YRS MORE TO GET A JOB SINCE HE IS A RECOVERING COKE HEAD AND GOT BUSTED BACK IN THE DAY FOR TRAFFICING THE STUFF, SO NO ONE BUT CLUTE WOULD HIRE HIM AND INSTEAD OF CHANGING THINGS HE BECAME ONE OF THEM. MAN HE BECAME A TOTAL CONTROL FREAK TAKING STEROIDS, VIAGRA, AND BUYING PAIN MEDS ANYWHERE HE COULD MOST OF THE TIME SO SCARED HED GET CAUGHT HED HAVE ME GET OUT AND DO THE MONEY EXCHANGE BECAUSE HE WAS A COP IF HE GOT CAUGHT HED IN UP IN JAIL. BOOHOO THEN HE BECAME A SICK PERV WALKING AROUND WITH A HARD ON BUT NO DESIRE FOR WOMEN. THREW ME AROUND A FEW TIMES AND AS I MENTIONED ME NEEDING TO HAVE SURGERY HE WOULD ALWAYS FEEL SICKER AND END UP AT THE ER ROOM THEY FINALLY CAUGHT ON TO HIS PROBLEM HE BEGGED ME TO GO IN BECAUSE I COULD GET THEM IN MY SHAPE. ONCE I SAID NO I KNEW IT WAS OVER, EVENTHOUGH IT HAD BEEN OVER IF U NO WHAT I MEAN FOR US FOR THE PAST 9 YRS SO I FEEL LIKE A VIRGIN AGAIN !!! I HOPE HE FINDS THE MAN OF HIS DREAMS SO BEWARE GUYS FOR A COP NAMED JIM IN CLUTE HE IS LOADED AND DANGEROUS HA LOVE IT CANT BELIEVE IM FINALLY ABLE TO LAUGH ABOUT IT. I JUST HAD A HARD TIME ABOUT ALL OF THE MONEY HE SCREWED ME OUT OF WHILE I WAS SICK MAN I WOULDNT DO THAT TO MY WORST ENEMY, BUT I GUES GROWING UP BROKE AND EVEN WHEN HE MARRIED ME HE CONNED ME BIG TIME SO FOR NOW I GET SS DISABILITY, BUT I ALSO OWN A FEW GRASS FARMS THAT KEEP ME BUSY DONT GET ME WRONG I JOINED THIS TO TRY AND GET A FOOT BACK INTO THE NIGHT LIFE AGAIN ITS HARD AFTER SO MANY YEARS OF BEING TREATED LIKE A DOG. SO HANG IN THERE WITH ME BE PATIENT UNTIL I CAN LEARN TO TAKE A TRIP ON THE WILD SIDE. HOPE TO MEET ALOT OF NEW FRIENDS I AM A KIND HEARTED LOVING PERSON , BUT WHEN IM BAD IM VERY BAD HOPE TO TALK MORE LATER