fell in love twice- once when i had my daughter almost 3 years ago and once with a guy i didnt even know out in wisconsin. the second one caught me completely offguard cuz well, i stopped believing in love a long time befor...well, no doubts here, fucked that up too. used to have a lot of confidence with things. but the last week and a half have been pure hell so i dont care anymore and i hate myself every second for it. and i sure as hell dont believe in love anymore, when the only reason I did is gone forever. message if you want but i doubt you'll wanna waste your time. visit the other page i have Heart In A Blender...that'll give you an idea of who i was a few weeks ago.