44 Year Old
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Male
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From Kissimmee, FL·
Joined on March 30, 2008
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Relationship status: Single
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Born on September 13th
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Master architect am I, to build elaborate walls not even I know how to knock down. Everything in me Artist, musician, singer, biker, martial artist, software engineer, computer hardware specialist, nerd, poet, gamer, dreamer, thinker, philosopher, do-it-yourselfer, logical, rationalist, sensationalist, surely found and completely lost, overextended and underestimated, connected and distant, cold-blooded and warm-hearted, bittersweet, serious and carefree, pinches pennies and ups the ante, crows with the rooster and burns the midnight oil, lives by the sword standing behind a wall, down to earth with his head in the clouds... balanced, everything in me.
Always carry two knives: one for your enemies, one for your allies.
For all the horror this life has seen, the color of jade is a beautiful brilliance of truth, pain, and hope.
Invite me in, and I may share secrets you shouldn't know.
44 Year Old
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Male
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From Kissimmee, FL·
Joined on March 30, 2008
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Relationship status: Single
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Born on September 13th
Interests
Motorcycles Sculpting/ Painting Computers (hardware and software... I'm a program developer Tattoos Martial Arts Philosophy Paranormal Knowledge Music Horses Castle ruins Reading Cooking Gardens Open roads Exploring the world Learning whatever I can and much much more
Music
Bullet for My Valentine In This Moment Lacuna Coil Blessthefall Escape the Fate AFI Coheed and Cambria Combichrist Ashbury Heights In Strict Confidence I:Scintilla Emery Bright Eyes The Agonist Otep Arch Enemy City and Colour Cradle of Filth Within Temptation Nightwish Apocalyptica Mortal Love Sergey Rachmaninov Claude Debussy Tarja Turunen In Tenebris Alex Parks Linkin Park Placebo Queens of the Stone Age Radiohead Good Charlotte Evanescence Bob Seger Styx Tori Amos etc, etc, the list goes on... really anything in the rock, EMB, Industrial or classical genres... changes on my mood
Video Games
Call Of Duty 4 - 7 Rainbow Six Vegas 1 & 2 Gears Of War 2 Mass Effect 2 Age of Conan Guild Wars City of Heroes City of Villians Hitman Lineage Warhammer Mirror's Edge ...and more, much more.
Life isn't about keeping score. It's not about how many friends you have Or how accepted you are. Not about if you have plans this weekend or if you're alone. It isn't about who you're dating, who you used to date,how many people you've dated,or if you haven't been with anyone at all. It isn't about who your family is or how much money they have, Or what kind of car you drive. It's not about how beautiful or ugly you are. Or what clothes you wear, what shoes you have, Or what kind of music you listen to. It's not about if your hair is blonde, red, black, or brown, Or if your skin is too light or too dark. Not about what grades you get, how smart you are,how smart everybody else thinks you are, or how smart standardized tests say you are. It's not about what clubs you're in or how good you are at 'your' sport. It's not about representing your whole being on a piece of paper and seeing who will 'accept the written you.' Life just isn't.The Life IsBut, life is about who you love and who you hurt. It's about who you make happy or unhappy purposefully. It's about keeping or betraying trust. It's about friendship, used as a sanctity or a weapon. It's about what you say and mean, maybe hurtful,maybe heartening. It's about what judgments you pass and why. And who your judgments are spread to. It's about who you've ignored with full control and intention. It's about jealousy, fear, ignorance, and revenge. It's about carrying inner hate and love, letting it grow and spreading it. But most of all, it's about using your life to touch or poison other people's hearts in such a way that could have never occurred alone. Only you choose the way those hearts are affected,and those choices are what life's all about.
