In new surroundings I tend to be reserved, but people like me. People around me like my honesty and my wonderful personality. I am hardworking and dependable. I feel it is ok to keep some feelings to myself, I just have to make sure they are mine to have. I do well if people know how I feel about them; the rest is mine to hold. One day I might find that special someone to share those inner thoughts with but until then I do what feels comfortable to me. I am not the one to hold a grudge. I can not help but think the best of those around me. I will not start a fight, but will always stand up for what is right. People will never be let down by me.As I look back on my life, one of the most constant and powerful things I have experienced within myself is the desire to be more than I am at the moment - an unwillingness to let myself remain where I am - a desire to increase the boundaries of myself - a desire to do more, learn more, express more - a desire to grow, improve, accomplish, expand. I used to interpret this inner push as meaning that there was some one thing out there I wanted to do or be or have. And I have spent too much of my life trying to find it. But now I know that this energy within me is seeking more than thee mate or thee profession or thee religion, more even than pleasure or power or meaning. It is seeking out more of me; or better, it is flushing out more of me.I focus on more personality than I do looks. I want a girl who is gunna hold my hand in front of her friends and tell me Im the one and kiss my cheek tellin me Im her heart. Manners, devotion, dedication, loyalty and respect are essential. A woman that knows how to be a FAHREAK inbetween the sheets.I love to flirt, so much so that it gets me in trouble.In almost any situation, I find myself flirting - even when it's inappropriate.I tend to embrace all flirting styles too.. from coy to sexy to playful to serious.And if someone flirts back, I'll turn it up even more!!!