Ive been dealing with alot of issues this week and trying to sort thru whats real and whats not.. Whats worth holding onto and what to let go of.. Life is beautiful and complicated and because of that conflict there is pain.. People in this world seem to be disconnected they throw words around like Love so much to so many people some of which they barely know.. Making that word lose all its meaning.. Why is it so hard for people to be honest and upfront? No games, no hiden agendas, just this is the way it is now take it or leave it.. Why are people so self centered these days that they could care less how thier actions or words affect another? Cruelty which astonishes me. Thankfully there are some people out there who are like me, who see the world the way i see it. These are my 3 best friends 2 of which have been there since 9th grade and will always be in my heart till the day it no longer beats. The last is my dad who has stood by me thru the crazy dark periods of the last 6 yrs.. No one is perfect, and i am far from that. If the eyes are the windows of the soul then what do u see when u look into mine? blue incompassed by a dark blue which describes my personality light and happy but always surrounded by darkness.. My best feature or my curse? easy to read, magnetic, amazing, alluring, mysterious, innocent,soulfull, all these words have been used to describe them.. So this is me take it or leave it! I AM A DECENT PERSON IN LIFE AND TRY MY BEST TO GET ALONG WITH PEOPLE THAT I COME IN CONTACT WITH. I HAVE A UNIQUE SENSE OF HUMOR,I AM NOT AFRAID TO SPEAK MY MIND ABOUT THINGS I ENCOUNTER IN LIFE... I live in the moment, not the past, not the future. I VALUE MY FRIENDS AND THEIR OPINIONS AND TAKE INTO CONSIDERATION THEIR FEELINGS,BUT AM ALSO ABLE TO HELP AND ADVISE ON THINGS THAT MAYBE EATING AT THEM OR MAYBE EVEN CAUSING THEM DISTRESS...I HAVE NO PROBLEM HELPING THEM IN MANY WAYS..
I AM A WORKER. ONE OF MY DESIRES IS IN THE MECHANICAL FIELD I/E SMALL ENGINE REPAIR AND AUTOMOBILES..I LIKE VARIOUS TYPES OF MUSIC BUT ALSO HAVE MY DISLIKES IN IT(COUNTRY)...JUST FOR INSTANCE!
I LOVE OLD CARS AND SOME OF THE NEWER MUSCLE CARS,ESPECIALLY THE ONES THAT HAVE A MEAN SOUND TO IT...LIGHT THEM UP...
MY FRIENDS ENJOY HAVING ME AROUND BECAUSE I MAKE THEM LAUGH...I DO HAVE MY HABITS,SMOKING AND OCCASIONAL DRINKING,I MAY EVEN GET A LITTLE WASTED BUT I HAVE BEEN TOLD I AM FUN THEN ALSO..
THERE MAYBE MORE LATER........JUST ASK ME SOME THINGS!