i wish i was the guy who actually wrote this as opposed to the guy that lived it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm sorry that I bought you roses to tell you that i like you, I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk, I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants, I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised, I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy", I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not a jerk, I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things, I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club, I'm sorry I would rather make love to you than just screw you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date, I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy, I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere, but not good enough to listen to me when I need a friend, I'm sorry If I start not being there because it hurts being used as a door mat, only to be thrown to the side when the new jerk comes around, I'm sorry If I don't answer my phone anymore when you call, to listen to you cry for hours, instead of getting a couple hours of sleep before work, I'm sorry that you can't realize.. I've been the one all along. I'm sorry If you read this and know somebody like this but don't care, But most of all I'm sorry For not being sorry anymore, I'm sorry That you can't accept me for who I am, I'm sorry I can never do anything right, and nothing that I do is good enough to make it in your world. I'm sorry I caught your boyfriend with another girl and told you about it, I thought that was what friends were for... I'm sorry That I told you I loved you and actually meant it. I'm sorry That I talked to you for nine hours on Thanksgiving when your boyfriend was threatening you instead of spending time with my family. I'm Sorry That I cared I'm sorry that I listen to you at night talking about how you wish you could have done something different. Ladies always complain and gripe to their friends that there is never any good guys out there, and they always end up with ######## who mistreat them. Well ladies next time you're complaining, maybe look up to see who you're complaining to, maybe that special someone is right there hanging on your every word as usual, screaming in his head "Why won't you give me a chance?" Because the person you are usually searching for is right by you.