Hello there.



My name is Jade...

I'm not what you people call

"scene", goth, emo or anything

of the sort. I admit that I

love emo/gothic music, but i

am not a classification of

anything. I am just myself.



My life revolves around two

things. Music, and my boyfriend

Patrick. Ever since i was young,

i listened to music every minute

of the day. From the likes of

Nirvana, Metallica and even

Crash test dummies... my music

taste is rather wide. Now i have

started to experience more genres

of music, namely screamo and death

metal, which South Africa didn't

have [Yes i'm south african ^^,

I moved here in 2006 with family].

My favourite bands would be atreyu

[who are fucking amazing], avenged

sevenfold, biffy clyro, alkaline

trio, bring me the horizon, my

chemical romance [people may have

bad opinions of them but to me

they are amazing and helped me

through a lot] The used, etc.

New bands that are brought to my

attention would be, Escape the

fate, boys like girls,Envy on

the coast and Daughtry they

are actually amazing :]



I play guitar [I suck at it i know

but it's something to do ^^]

I am in a band at the moment, it's

basically metalcore, it's called,

"My Pyro Bride", i'm a dual vocalist

in it, i believe we're going to go

far :], who knows you might be seeing

us at Download in 3 years time ahah!



As you realised i am a pretty soppy

person, which can be rather annoying

but i like it =] ... I think that

i'm probably one of the few hopeless

romantics that are really left in

this world. I like the idea of flowers

and candles and poems. ha, oh well

tis just me and my personality.

Well no, my personality is another

thing, it's highly complex, I may

appear intelligent when i'm really

not. I am mature and people who

are around me act mature as well.

Well i mean yes, it's weird, but

sometimes i'm really immature and

just blast music out of my speakers

and dance around like a geek. Yes,

i am a geek :] ... if you have a

problem with it, kindly leave me

be. I would say that i am a bunch

of contradictions, i'm shy, yet

outgoing, loud, yet quiet...

a person once said, "Sort your

head out, you're in a rut" ...

I guess i never did, thankfully

people still love me for me.



Not many people actually like me.

I have very few friends in real

life, around a college environment.

Which sucks, I mean i'm one of

the loveliest people you could ever

meet xD. I guess i'm just judged

on my appearance. I know i'm not

thin and i never will be, but people

should just learn to accept me

how i am, and not expect me to change.

I don't sit in front of a mirror

all day trying to look perfect.

[I don't have the perfect hair, it's

curly and i straighten it everyday]

I always wear make-up and am never

comfortable without it, only people

that have seen me without make-up

would be my boyfriend and my family.

Unlucky for them ahah :]



I have a problem with people who

are fakes, who put so much foundation

and stuff on their faces that they

can't even move, or who are even

afraid to move their heads in case

they ruin their hair they just spent

hours doing.



I hate terminal illnesses, I believe

that they come unexpectedly and it

can just ruin your life in that second,

when you first find out you have one.

I hate deaths of those close to me,

I would gladly sacrifice myself for

them. I am not afraid of death, I

am not afraid of what's beyond death.

When it happens it happens. That's

the way that life goes. We can't

predict the future no matter how

hard we try, we never know when

we're going.



I am 18 years old, it's about time i told

you my age =/ ... I am at college at the

moment, I passed all my subjects at AS

level, biology, accounting, english lit

and psychology... Now i'm onto A2 and

only continuing with psychology and

accounting, Drama shall be my new

subject :] ...

Wish me luck!!



All of the friends i have, online friends

included, I love you all so much,

you've helped me through a lot,

and if you're reading this, I can't

thank you enough :] ... New people

who are reading this if you are,

I hope i didn't bore you too much

with my rambling and didn't scare you

away xD



So long and goodnight ...







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