bcuz you should have trusted me enough to believe me and you didn't.fuck it, i'm done talking.fly over..i won't be here, i promise you that much.if you wanna talk to me, get tony to get through me.
bcuz when i asked you to stop, you didn't.you don't listen.you do stupid shit without thinking, say stupid shit without realizing what it does to other people.it's fucking crude.
you put yourself in the situation in the first place. you know how i act and you know what kind of person i am.don't give me bullshit about distance because i HAVE made distance work before. you know that if you push me away, it's almst impossible to pull me back. you didn't try to pull me back, you just kept trying to force me to loving you again.
it was a screw bcuz you took away the razors. and now this shit that you're pulling.. the only reason i HAVEN'T started anything up again is because of that guy you THINK i left you for. i DID stop when you told me to. then when you started hurting me, i didn't think it'd matter either way.
i did care.and it wasn't even just the sex.i really did care.and you just never believed it.and pushed me away, made me feel like nothing. like just this worthless shit that noone wanted to talk to.so tihnk before you accuse me of stupid shit like that.
bczu you THINK i do shit.then you fucking OVERREACT EVERY FUCKING TIME.if you wanna stay okay and shit, then that's fine.but you've been on my ass and I CAN'T TAKE IT.you just siad you wanted friendship. BULLSHIT. YOU DO NOT TELL YOUR FRIENDS YOU'RE GONNA KILL YOURSELF, YOU HAVE CANCER, YOU'RE GOING THROUGH DEPRESSION BECAUSE YOU THINK THAT THEY LIED. and FUCK YOU for thinking i lied.
you HAVE.you adh the chance adn you keep fucking up.you have cancer? you were gonna kill yourself last night?i was up texting tony seeing wtf was going on.and instead of listening and GROWING UP, you take everything the wrong way and tell me you wanna kill yourself and shit instead.
