theres a lot of things to know about me but im to lazy to write it right now...so lets just say my names ayna- its pronounced anna im 16 i dont like drama so please keep me out of it im a really nice person i lived in california for 12 years i love the beach.. ... im addicted to chapstick and mens cologne i know sign language-its fun i like playing tag in wal mart.. i couldnt live without music i can be very immature sumtimes- but really i just like to have fun i can get upset very easily but get over it quickly i forgive people easily...sumtimes when i shouldnt....im not a huge fan of life....for sum reason but its prolly because ive gone through too much shit in my life to think it could get any better.ive tried looking at the positives in my life but all those always change it to major negatives. i hate my past.... i still have hateful feelings toward the guy who was abusive to my mom and my sisters and i in more ways than way...the guy who abandoned us for drugs and alcohol.... hes changing but i still cant forgive him for the shit he put me through...hes the main reason why i cry and feel like i wanna die...and honestly i blame him for the way i turned out... hes the reason i couldnt stay in one school for more than 2 weeks for about a 2 month period....hes the reason i think the way i think.....i shelter my feelings inside and i dont open up to people easily...ive gotten better at it but im still not quite that good at it...i let things bottle up and then sum night ill let it out by screaming, crying throwing things and all that wonderful shit!i cant trust people...theres only two people i trust and thats myself and my bunnybiscuit ♥i love her to death and i dont give a fuck what u say about her! shes prolly the greatest person any one can ever know!and i dont give a shit what u think about me... i know many of u sterling people dont like me for sum reason....and ive heard reasons like its because i was mistys friend, ive heard it was because im a slut....bitches look at urself....uve prolly been with more guyz than i have ur sluts to and u know it so fuck off!!!ive also heard its because of the way i dress and the type of music i listen to....go play in traffic just because i dont like to wear clothes that show off my boobs or my ass doesnt mean u shouldnt like me...the type of music i listen to and the way i dress shows who i am and if u have a problem with who i am what i look like the way i dress or the type of music i listen to u can just shove a pen through both ur fuckin eyes...appearance shouldnt fucking matter ...and to the girls who wear just about nuthing...show sum fucking dignity and put sum fucking clothes on!hmmm so i guess i wasnt too lazysoo goodbye <33