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i'm not saying good bye. just saying see you later. to all my friends that read this my account has been frozen. i'm not possitive when it will be unfrozen. even after it has been i am not sure when i will come back if i will anytime soon. i will not delete my account because myself my friends and my family have gotten me so far in levels i refuse to do so. if you would still like to get a hold of me my contact info is:

YIM/aim missymoo83706

myspace www.myspace.com/i_totally_rock_23

email lauren83706@live.com

have a good week everyone

xoxoLaurenxoxo

at times i wonder why i open my mouth, nothing i say seems to come out right.  theres days where i feel smaller then the dust on an old picture frame and other days where i feel i rule the world. some days i am a complet goof bal then the next day i feel like hiding from the world.

i wish i could control the way i feel. maybe one day i'll figure it out.

Mr. Sunshine

people want me to open up, but are never around when i'm able to. i want to be able to tell people how i feel. when i do its never the right time, orr i get told im an ass. i just want things to be normal again. where i have the ones i an trust  back in my life and the ones who can't handle me and my changes gone.

im sorry for everytime i hurt anyone n sooner or later i wont be around to do that

i love all my friends on here and you all know i'd do anything for yall but i need to take some time to find myself again. ive been wrapped up in everyones problems n ive lost sight of what i need to do for me. im sorry but i dont want to hear any one else's problems. i need to find myself before i can help anyone else

josh