All I ever wanted
Was crushed in one foul swoop
I trusted you with my entire soul
Everything that you told me
I now know were lies
Thank you for losing my trust in you
Those sweet words meant nothing to you
I should have known
Seen through all the bullshit
I can never trust you again
Those lies ring in my head
Oh how I wish they were true
But lies never beget truth
Neither do liars, I can see that that now
Plunging these red hot words
Deep into my person
Nothing can make me better
Why did you have to lie to me
I would have accepted the truth
No matter how it hurts me
You know I can handle it
But what I can't handle
Are the words that spew from your lips
Deep in my heart, I feel it
Breaking slowly but surly
How can you do this to me?!
I never hurt you,
Yet your hand is gripping this blade
A pain so strong, so poignant
It stays close to my breast
I can't even look you in the eye
I know you're not like this
But you don't want to change
Not even for the one person
Who ever really loved you
My eyes were closed for some time
Finally I see clearly
I can finally get away from you
And the power you held
I've torn my way out
My eyes see everything
Even through the haze of salty tears
You haven't figured it out
I'm not under your control
My blood is clear from your intoxication
You twisted little fuck
Lies and manipulation no longer work
Try to control me now
I'm better than it and you
I have found the light I needed
I have escaped your shadows
Finally I am free