MERLYNakajim's blog: ""

maybe u can answer this,if ur wanting to level should u rate the ppl that level u?i` have less time than any of u and i NOW make the effort.my computer sucks ass.i go to school 2 nights a week.and work 32 hrs a week.i work sometimes till 3 am.AND I MAKE AND EFFORT.to all those who don`t.I GOT 2 WORDS FOR U,JUST LIKE 2 DROPS IN A BUCKET FUCK IT.i`m not rating any of u,ur not wasting ur time. why should I.and i have less TIME than any of u.and any one got any smart ass comments i`m here waiting for u..i`m off all day.

i hereby announce, my leaving of T&l for merlyn is not one of many clubs,this has become a job.and being an old soul like i am i will not bow to any club rules,therefore merlyn is out.really can`t say it has been nice ,cas still don`t know half of ya`ll.so being of sound body and half way sound mind i `m therefore out of any club and Will not be apart of any other.

merlyn has thought long and hard...it seems that i am needed here and that some Do actually care.through your ur responses i`f seen what must be done.i`m going to stay,in the club.ty for ur comments on the earlier blog.but merlyn has to get ready for work..lol..thanks again to all the ones that care

merlyns life isn`t like other guys..i know this.but what kills me is this.i work and go to school to better myself.and dosen`t any woman want me ..well thats cool.WHAT THE HELL I HAVE TO DO,be a srry ass muther fucker,well i can`t do that.i`m an old soul.older than u know.so until my vip runs out i` will continue to give the ppl that helped me get the vip.all my 11`s,but don`t want to renew it.i will ..when i`m on to help u with ur goals.merlyn has seen things for thousands of yrs.i`m alone now just as i will stay.. so this is good bye to the club..i`m sure u will be fine without me..i`ll always be lurking in the shadows..its better like this.i`m sure u`ll see.i will not join any other.cas i`m ALL ALONE IN LIFE SO THERE FOR I MUST STAY ALONE.U all do what u want.and when u do see me on i hope u will say hi...

srry every one going through some personal conflics.i`m here lurking in the shadows..where i feel more at home.not gonna leave my club members.merlyn is evolving,growing stronger.it`s hard on this old soul of mine.this transition is by far the hardest....

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