CrAzY BiTcH's blog: ""

well i would of wrote this yesterday but i was pretty shitfaced ive got to say this has been one of longest yrs ever lmao ive been through hell and back on this site but i wouldnt change it for anything ive met some awsome people on here and ive met alot of drama queens but what can i say right its the internet well i know this is really short but what the hell right at least i wrote something hehehehehehe

im so tired of everyone saying im racist im this im that im a devil worshipper and alot of people think the worst of me im not none of these in fact im a very nice and sweet person once ya get to know me but to sit there and judge me and talk behind my back is nonsense just tell me what the hell u think of me and dont act like my friend then 2 mins later say omg that bitch is this that bitch is that say it to me yea i know some of u dont agree with my religon cause im wiccan but it doesnt mean im racist or anything like that i dont judge people or judge their religon or talk shit about them or their religon behind their backs if u dont want to be my friend u know how to delete me off of your list im sorry if it sounds rude but im tired of the shit talkers on here i have many friends here who i enjoy talking to im not here to point whore it or to talk shit or start drama im here to have fun and talk to my friends and thats it so please if u hafta say something about me be a man or woman and say it to me not to everyone on fubar

well as many of u know my life has been hell these last few months and there is alot more to my being down that i really havent said anything about just yet im not hiding anything just when i find the right words and the right way to say it i will and i am thinking its better off me being single its like i have bad luck with men its like i touch them and they turn evil or dont want nothing to do with me avoid me or i dont exsist until they want something im getting to the point to where im giving up there is nothing or no one out there for me be sides my family and my bestfriends and a few other friends i do have left and when i do give up there is no turning back unless i think its time to but once my stubborn mind is made up thats it there is no perfect match for me

outta the past few yrs ive never thought i would be back like this ive gone back to my old ways of not really caring shuttin people out that i really shouldnt and its all beacause of drama bullshit that people cant leave alone and rumors and lies that go right along with it i never thought my heart would grow cold again but it has and i may have lost some friends in the mix of all of this but no one really understands what im going through but a few people u know who ya are and i love ya very much for being there when i needed someone to vent and u let me do just that and the people who i though would always be there for me through thick and thin turned there backs on me when i needed them the most and then always had an excuse of y they were never there and afterawhile u grow numb and not really care anymore and dont really care what they say or think and avoid them like they always have done me and when they get the treatment that they gave me they dont like it well i guess they didnt like the taste of there own medicine and yet the darkness falls my heart is growing cold just because of some bullshit someone has told i never once in a million yrs think that i would see this side of me again maybe one day ill be back to my oldself maybe i wont unless someone can pull me outta this dark hole i call home and show me that there is a brighter way of lookin at things and show me the person i used to be and not what i become and if u think u can do it then do it before its to late and i become a lost soul