THE BLADE RLBFFE2 DJCountryCareBear's blog: "YOU"

You cannot give me freedom, I have always been free. These prison walls, the boundaries of your captivity. You fed the soil with my black blood. With my black bones you ploughed the earth. And now you say you never meant to hurt me, never doubted my worth??? Well, I will not forgive, nor will I forget. But we must live together, or die foolishly, and so,,, I offer you my hand, if not in friendship, then in hope that your words are worth more than your history. YOU CAN NOT GIVE ME FREEDOM, I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN FREE.... FREEDOM LIVES IN ME!

I wish I could hold you, kiss you, Trace my fingers around your lips. I wish I could walk along the beach, hand and hand, watching the sunset over the horizon. I wish we could sit face to face, and just talk for hours, laughing, smiling, touching. I wish one wish most of all... Damn.... I wish I was your lover. I'd rock you till daylight comes, make sure you are smiling and warm.. This is all I wish..

YOU I lie here alone, Night after night, feeling my fears, feeling my fright, But I dream of you, and my fears are gone, For you are beside me, for I,ve waited so long.... Yes, This is but a dream, It feels so real, I reach out my hand, it's your body I feel, I feel your touch, I feel your heat, Your love is real as our lips meet, in my dreams we love each night, I'm lying here alone, but you're in my sight, In my heart I truely feel, That someday, together,, it will be for real... Untill that day, That "someday" true, I'll have to accept, This Phantom, of you... Until the time, we're no longer apart, I'll keep this image,, of you,,,,in my heart.