Skittlez FuOwned by Bookey722's blog: "Words"

There are a lot of things in life that can effect someones life and one of the most important things of all is the words you chose to use. Anyone can forgive someone for the words they have said but they will always remember them. I'm one of those people that sometimes let my words get ahead of my thinking and one person I never want to hurt I did, and that person is the love of my life. He brought it to my attention last night when we were just laying down have conversation. Once he had brought it to my attention, I had realized that what I had said came out way different than what I ment. It was something that could have ruined the best thing in my life. I had hurt him pretty bad and I feel terrible about it. I love him sooo much and hurting him is the last thing I would ever want to do. It's been a very long road for the both of us and each day our relationship gets stronger and stronger. I have been fighting for him for 4 years this month and it wasn't until Aug. of last year that I finally got him. Now that he is here I don't know what I would do or where I would be at in life with out him. He is what makes it possible to wake up in the morning, just seeing that beautiful face makes my day. For the past year I have been wanting to spend every minute of everyday with him but I have come to realize even people with the strongest relationship need a break every once in a while. I was starting to push him away because of it. It was all because of my insecurities which isn't fair to him. So it's time for change and change is good especially for the love of my life. Well fu-barnians I'm going to get off of here for now and I will talk to you all later. 

I love you baby love and you will always be the man of my life!